*tw! self harm. if you're uncomfortable im sorry. its gonna be spaced out throughout this chapter.*
billies pov
i never truly thought i would be as happy as i am now, shes everything i could ever want. first off she's beautiful, not just the " makeup and mini skirts" beautiful. shes like truly gorgeous. shes so kind hearted. we were at the store and she pushed a kid over 😍. truly wifey material. my family loves her. hm family. if i think about it, i dont really know her family at all. she doesnt talk about them or bring them up and i dont wanna overstep. i never really cared until about 2 hours ago liyah got a call from whom i assume is her dad.
she kept glancing up at me with glossy eyes every 5 seconds and her voice would crack every 2. after she hung up she rushed me out and rushed to her room. so for the past hour or so ive been setting up our date day. i hope it'll make her feel better. i place orders for our tickets at cedar point and then i check and make sure our booth is booked at this vegan restaurant shes been wanting to check out in ohio. she wont admit it but ive noticed she's slowly starting to go vegan and i can only assume shes doing it for me. its adorable. "okay so its drinks at brino's at 1, then we go to cedar for about 4 hours?" "well it is a 4 hour drive so go for drinks at 11, head twords ohio around 1 then spend the day at cedar. dinner reservations can be moved to 10 pm. you'll be able to get to your hotel at 1 am." "thank you fin. you know im sucky with time management." "tell me about it... who the fuck has sex at 5AM billie? yea we heard it all." i stayed silent.. i mean hes fucking with me right? we were across the street! "UGH BILLIEEEEE PLEASE FUCK M-" beep. "fucking BITCH." i groan out in embarrassment. i laugh a light laugh and shoot a text to liyah.
princess❤️. (billie liyah)
hi love. are you sleep?
no.
okay. i need you to get ready. we need to leave out by 10:30
no.
dont make me come over there early than i need to. we're gonna go make you feel better. be a good girl and listen...please?🙃
ughh. fine. how do i dress.
how ever you want shorty. but nothing too heavy. its hot out.
yes ma'am. be over here in 45.
no. bring all the animals over here. and pack an overnight bag.
thats racist.
dont start please.
uhm.. okay. i love you.
i love you.
read 9:30
LIYAHS POV
ever since billie told me she loves me i feel like i have to please her. in all honesty my dad completely ruined my mood. he called me at 7 am yelling because hes found out im seeing a new girl. my dads not homophobic per say. well i mean hes completely okay and supportive of other gay people..just not me. he told me that i need to marry a man. he said its what mom wouldve wanted. he said that im not allowed to step a foot inside his house or contact him for anything until im "straight again." i know that if this happened in person he wouldve hit me. i kicked billie out. i ended up stumbling to my bathroom and unfortunately i relapsed. i havent cut myself since ive moved out. then i cried for hours until she texted me on some "get ready." type shit. feels pretty fucking racist if you ask me. i peel myself out my bed and stumble twords the bathroom. ive already did my hair, packed a bag, showered and did hygiene so i decided to go find the perfect outfit. i dont really know where we are going so i decided on a lace blue bra and a see through black top with simple silk blue shorts. i look down at my screwed up wrists and sighed. i covered them in foundation and slipped on a white jacket. i quickly slung my backpack full of clothes and makeup over my back and put leashes on the animals. i grabbed my vape and sulked to billies house.
BILLIES POV
i heard the door open so i ran downstairs to see a drained liyah. my heart shattered at the sight. her mascara was faintly smeared down her cheek and her eyes were red. "my baby." i managed to squeak out as i pulled her into my embrace. mascara and foundation found its way onto my white hoodie as she silently cried into me. "do you wanna talk about it?" i ask softly, she shakes her head no. i rush her to the bathroom and sit her on the sink. i wet a rag and gently wipe her face. "you know you dont need makeup to be beautiful." i say lowly. she just smiles in response. "im sorry for uh..that..." she says gesturing to my makeup soaked hoodie. i smile "its good angel. im gonna go change so let the dogs out back. then we can go." "okay." she jumps up and runs out the door obviously excited. i really hope today makes her feel better.
i finished changing and went out to the car to see liyah fine ass sitting there fiddling with her hoodie sleeve. i bang on the window and she jumps, i laugh and she sticks her middle finger up and rolls her eyes. i run to the drivers side and hop in. as soon as the car starts with a roar liyah snatches my aux. i giggle at her fast actions. the first song plays, "BITCH THIS MY SHITTTT!" she screams in my ear. i wince and she turns up the radio...
IM RUNNING THRU YO NIGGA HOUSE LIKE THE TOMB RAIDER
YOU GOTTA PASS AROUND NIGGA HE A HOT POTATO
she screams the lyrics so loud i honestly thought i was gonna go deaf. i was happy to see she was enjoying herself. she looked honestly so good. her big boobs bounced with every move she made and she was sweating a bit so she was shining like brown gold.
LICK ON MY HAND AND I PUT IT IN HIS PANTS
with that one lyric she licks her hand and shoves in into my pants, palming me. i was extremely caught off guard and the car swerved a bit. she snatched her hand out and my face turned a light red. i shot her a look and she bust out in laughter. i was now turned on and i squeezed my legs together as tight as i could and kept driving. i pulled up at a gas station and gave her 100 dollars to get whatever she wanted and the rest to pay for the gas. "billie i have money, and why would i need 100 dollars worth of snacks?" "take the money, doll. stop asking questions and go!" she furrows her eye brows and runs into the gas station. she comes out about 10 mins later.
she throws the snacks in the back and opens a vape. "i thought you didnt vape anymore?" "when did i say that?" "a while ago, did you lie?" "i stopped when you asked me too a while ago, then you fucked me and dipped so i started back up. stress i guess." she says the last part quietly but it was laced with just as much venom as the rest of her sentence. "oh uhm..okay." i say back. i dont know why she keeps bringing that up, its couldnt have fucked her up that bad. whatever.
liyahs pov
i know i was being harsh but im tired of billie feeling like she can control my actions! im grown. legally an adult. i can perfectly take care of myself but billie has some underlying complex that makes her feel as if she needs to protect everyone or whatever. we've been on the road for a while...i think. i fell asleep not too long after our small almost argument. i already wanna go home but im trying to seem excited and ready for billie. i wake up from a little bump "yesss! 10 points!" billie whispers, "billie who did you hit this time?" "some mom walking with a stroller" she says with a shrug "BILLIE WHATTT" i say with fake gasp, then we bust out in laughter. i look up to see a big sign that says "welcome to ohio" i squeal in excitement as ive now figured out where we are going. "BILLLLLLAEEEEEEEE" i say in excitement. maybe this outting wouldnt be too bad.......
