progress / B.E.

back up on my bullshit

flexing on my exes in my model x. pretty little skinny little bitty body model x. some of yall aint ever have no real bitch and it shows.
i keep it 100 from my head down to my toes.
back up on my bullshit
LIYAHS POV
its been 3 weeks since ive heard from billie. she hasn't answered the door or my texts and neither has maggie. sometimes i see her come home with some boy latched to her hip. its always the same guy. she fucked then dipped on me.
since then ive cried. in the shower, in the bed, in my sleep. i havent left the house or let anyone in other than the guy who painted my house. i felt so used. again. i was already fucked up with treded (who is now behind bars for good.) and now i have billie sticking her fingers up my vagina stuck in my head on repeat. in these 3 weeks i got really popular with my music. mostly because i was "friends" with billie.

money was coming in and i was using it to cope.

i bought a new car, got the house repainted, alcohol, outfits and i got a new dog and cat. the new cats name is dahlia and shes white with orange spots kinda to contradict kisses. the dogs name is idol and hes black with prominent white spots in some areas.

they are my company.

i hear a bang on my door. i rush down and look out the window, its mani again. ive been talking to her on the phone but never let her in. today was different. i felt happier kinda. i opened the door and she looked shocked i did for a second before she damn near fell into my arms. she squealed and squeezed me. i rush her into the house not wanting billie to accidentally see how fallen apart i am.

she rambles about how she missed me and then screams loud again when she sees the new walls and animals.
"i always saw the painting guy here but i never seen the color! its beautiful leelee" she says rubbing idol on the head. i giggle and tell her why ive been avoiding her and austin.
"so she fucked you in your shower in your home and left?" she says. i nod.
"in YOUR HOUSE?" she yells. i nod. she calls austin and he comes over. we explained why i was hibernating and he said he had a good idea. he opens instagram on his phone and shows me a picture of this pretty girl infront a big house. "bought a new house. come over and trash it idc who." the picture read. i took a break from partying since i moved since billie said it was unhealthy. ironic since thats all she seems to be doing. austin decided that we go to strip club then party since the party went late as helllll. they left and i got in the shower.

BILLIES POV
i look out the window for the first time in forever and see austin and normani leaving like they were in a rush. i sigh and call maddie asking her for the details about the party again. we decided to do strip club first then party. maddie wanted to bring lizzyanna and i already knew i was gonna have to babysit. i didnt feel like watching their lightweight asses so i called stokely to watch them for me. i walk away from the window and go get ready.

LIYAHS POV
i get dressed and snap a quick picture for instagram

@twiggynicole
your teeth on my neck 💅🏾😽.

liked by lizzylizzylizzy, issamadisonbitch, manibaby, wapsyausty and 100000 more.
@lizzylizzylizzy: trying to make billie jealous?😭 bye.
@twiggynicole: girl bye i dont even know you 💀. sucks to be unknown.
@wapsyausty: LOOKING FINE ASF THANK GOD IM BI
@manibaby: im gonna eat you tonight.
@issamaddisonbitch: threesome ? 😩

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i laugh at the comments from friends and ignore this lizzyanna girl. i scroll a bit until mani and austin get here. we stock up on dispos and little shots until we couldnt feel our feet. we call an uber and head to the club. its an open pole night and since i used to be a dancer i wore an outfit just for it. the uber pulls up to the club and we jump up scrambling past some white girl who seemed familiar? lizzy. i brush past really fast and shake it off. mani walks over to madison since we met her here. me and austin walk to the poles and i slowly took the dress off. i wiped off my hands and got on stage. down bad by erin kaith came on and i twirled to the rhythm. god i forgot how much i missed this. i twirled and shook and split and climbed and got alotttt of money thrown at me. my fanbase started from me being a pole dancer so i didnt really care if this was posted anywhere. i spin really fast and think i see a light green flash blob or something. i shake it off again trying to deny that it was billie. couldnt be. its not.

i get down and go to the bathroom. normani comes in and rambles about how good i did. she shows me austins insta

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@wapsyausty
girl where did u learn how to do that😍😍

liked by : manibaby,issamaddisonbitch,twiggynicole, billieeilish, and 110000 more.

@twiggyfan205: forgot she was a dancer
@allthestars: shes so beautiful
@arianagrande : OKAY BABYYY YOU BETTER GO
@mtv7amp: mad cus ur bitch on my dick so u resort to being a hoe??
     @wapsyausty: boy kys with that negativity. my best friend is beautiful. we dont even know who you or your bitch are.

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i laugh and stalk this 7amp guy, his name is que or brandon and he has alottt of pics with billie. pics only couples take. gross.
i walk out bumping into a familiar blue eyed doll. i scoff and brush past her. she cheated on her boyfriend with me. im not just gonna let that shit slide.

the night could only get better.