Trapped | KTH

14| The Game Is On

Saturday:

"Can you chop these up? I'll get the broth ready." Jin said as he handed you a bowl of vegetables. You nodded in response and he smiled.

You and Jin were cooking dinner for the boys and Naya. Today might be the last time you were cooking with him. You had to admit, you had grown pretty close to almost everyone here. Though it had just been a month, it seemed like years. All of you understood eachother so well that it all felt surreal.

"Y/N?" Jin called out, snapping you from your train of thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"When you switch back... We all will stay friends right?"

Friends... Is that what you were now? You didn't know. They had never actually declared that they were befriending you. You didn't even know what friendship meant.

"Are we friends?" You asked earnestly.

"Of course! Who wouldn't want to be friends with the both of you girls? Both of you are talented, smart, funny, sweet and nice." He explained and you couldn't help but smile at him.

"We'll stay the same then." You said and he began bouncing in his spot like an excited puppy. Once you were done chopping the vegetables, you gave them to him. You leaned on the counter as you watched him cook the soup. He looked so happy while he was cooking. The same kind of happiness you saw when Yoongi was tweaking with the track and when Namjoon was writing the lyrics and when Jungkook beat you at a video game and when Hoseok danced. They all had something that they loved to do and you adored that part of them.

"Y/N... say... What would you do if any of us falls in love with you?" Jin asked softly, stirring the soup.

"Reject them out right." You answered blatantly and his head whipped around to come in contact with your face which was void of any expression.

"What? Why? You could try liking them back or you could atleast let them know nicely that you aren't interested." He reasoned, going back to giving the soup some of his attention.

"Jin, you wouldn't understand. I'm not a person someone should fall in love with. Fooling around? Sure. But, I'm not a person who's capable of loving." You shook your head, shifting in your spot.

"That's what you think you are, Y/N. It's not what you are." He said, his eyes glinting with hope.

"Love is just an illusion, Jin. An illusion that tricks you into believing that you mean something to someone who means just as much to you. But then, it is so very beautifully yet so very dangerously crafted that you can't see sometimes when the someone doesn't think you mean something to them." You said confidently. You were stubborn about your ideas on love and no one could change that for you. No one.

"That makes no sense, Y/N." Jin shook his head.

"On the contrary, it makes a lot of sense Jin. You're just not thinking hard enough." You shrugged as he paused his activities and looked at the ground, deep in thought.

"Y/N, you're the same." He stated after a minute of thinking.

"How so?" You cocked your head to the side.

"Because you, yourself are under the influence of the illusion that says love is an illusion. Because you have never been in love, have you?" He smirked, thinking he has the upper hand in this situation but oh was he so wrong.

"Jin, I am in love. With myself." You raised an eyebrow challengingly.

"Ah, my lost sister." He chuckled making you giggle.