A Wish Just For You

D-Day

Hello! Sorry for the slow update, have been stuck in work lately :<
How are you guys?

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Y/N constantly played with her fingers near the class she's going in. Fifteen minutes to go to her life decision and she is very tense in this.

Eddy finally really stays at her apartment, without any idea that Y/N really needs him right now.

With a formal suit, Y/N prepares her mental. The current student is still in the middle of her defense, waiting for the campus's decision. Hopefully everything goes well.

Not long after that, the current student seemed to be summoned by the lecturer who tested her thesis. It didn't take long for her to show a happy face because she apparently stated as graduated.

"Y/N."

Y/N instantly feel tense when the staff called her name. She quickly bring her laptop to the class when the staff signals her to get ready for the defense.

She puts anything she needs on the lecturer's table, connecting her laptop to the projector, then just wait for the lecturers to come.

When she finally has nothing she can do but face the truth, she just takes her deep breath and try to smile, to blur her nervousness.

Here goes nothing.

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It's a rare sight when Eddy actually practice the violin in these time around. But, he actually does now. He's in front of a music stand with sheet music and felt confused what to do.

It has been a long time since he touch the violin, so now he's having trouble with making some good tunes, as good as he was back then.

But oh well. That's how life works, I suck anyway, Eddy always thinks like that.

Eddy strokes his bow to the strings, playing any random pieces that comes to his mind effortlessly. He seems doesn't care about his musicality.

The problem is, his mood isn't quite good today. His head still feels heavy, his body's tired and he's lack of energy even though he doesn't feel sick. Or should Eddy say, these feelings appears almost everyday.

Eddy clearly realize that his life has been negative lately with all of his emotions, yet he still doing anything without putting some intentions to it. His body is slowly falling and he doesn't even care one bit.

He stores his violin in his bedroom again after awhile, then decides to get some water. He passed by the dining table and spotted a paper sitting there waiting to be read.

His gaze stops into it, slowly approach and open the flip. It catches a familiar handwriting on it.

I made some pudding yesterday for you, it's in the fridge. Make sure you eat it, alright?

Oh. And wish me luck for the defense! We'll have a feast outdoors after I succeed on graduated faster than you :p

Love,
Y/N

Eddy smiles slightly at the last sentence that's written there, as he puts back the paper. This girl of the apartment is always looks so cheerful, totally different from him.

Why can she be always happy? Is her life better than mine? Haven't life puts her down, even just one time?

Eddy sighs, then quickly gets some water when he heard a clicking sound from the front door. Just when he just walks towards the front, he caught Y/N walks fast than she normally does without saying anything.

Eddy's eyes follows her movements, until she seems realizing that he's there.

She smiles at Eddy. "Oh, I'm home, Eddy! I bought some Hotpot from a restaurant nearby!"

Eddy looked at her curiously. "Didn't you said we're going to go outside?"

"O-Oh. Nah, I changed my plan. I just craved for Hotpot after my defense." Y/N seems quickly go to the kitchen before Eddy answers again.

Eddy wondered himself seeing her behavior, but he also did not want to ask. He follows her to the kitchen and helps her preparing the food.

It is another awkward dinner for them, as they chow down without a single word. But, this is just a normal day for Eddy, just because he originally didn't talk much either.

After the dinner, Y/N excuse herself first to go rest in her room. She quickly leaves the kitchen and stops when she arrived in front of her room upstairs.

She sighs and reach out a paper from her pocket. She ponders at what was written at the paper for awhile until she squeeze it and throw the paper to the trash can out of her frustation.

As Y/N gets into her room, Eddy just got upstairs and saw the squeezing paper near the trash can. Eddy picks the paper and look at what's written there.

Instantly, his heart skipped a beat. His eyes glances to Y/N's bedroom door with disbelief, yet feels unbelieveable within his heart.

A table, with her name on it, then there's a written status beside it that quite shooks Eddy. "Not graduated" is clearly there.

Eddy tries to approach Y/N's bedroom, wanted to ask about it, but he didn't dare. His hand can't bare to knock and his mouth is too tense to call her.

Eddy sighs, then glance to the paper again. He closed his eyes as he think.

Why didn't she tell me that she failed?

To be continued :)