A Wish Just For You

Hangout Pt. 2

OMG I've been away for quite awhile, aren't I? I'm sorry ><

I've been writing this chapter for like 3 days straight, like write, edit, write, edit and repeat all day because of my disatisfied feeling from the scenes here.

I'm sorry if it's weird 😭 I hope you still enjoy it!

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My eyes are still locked to the man with a bunch of dilemma inside. My heart races so fast, as if I can clearly hear them. Honestly, I didn't know how to answer Eddy to calm him down.

Below the shining stars, we stare at each other in silence. The clock keeps ticking as we wasted them with only enjoying each other's face.

My heart keeps conflicting in circle. My body's started to tremble as the fear began to rise to the top. I knew Eddy is still thinking deep inside about his life, but felt useless as I'm aware that I still can't help him.

"Why?"

Eddy looked at you in confusion.

"Why didn't you know about what to do?" I asked again with a little detail. "Is there something on your mind?"

Eddy looked away. "If only I have the answer to that question."

I tilt my head down, feeling limp hearing his answer.

"So... what's your plan, then?" I asked curiously. "If you're not so sure about uni, then what will you do to fix this?"

Eddy sighs. "What do you want me to do, Y/N?"

"....Me?" I furrowed my eyebrows and looked up to him, demanding an explanation.

Eddy nods. "You helped me a lot all this time, so I should help you too, right? So, what do you want me to do?"

I silent for a moment, then looked away from him. "Why are you asking that? You can do whatever makes you comfortable and happy, Eddy."

"But I..." Eddy's words restrained.

"You don't have to worry about me that much, Eddy. I'm really fine. Okay?" My puppy eyes starts to appear. My body is a real liar now I see, always making the same excuse to calm him down.

"Y-Yeah... I guess so," Eddy finally gives in. "Um... I think we should really pick up my sister now."

"Yeah, okay." I nod. We both starts to walk down from the cliff slowly.

There's no chatting going on through the walk, Eddy just put his hands into his pockets while I only can stare to his back from behind.

The silence last until we both reached the car, also on our way back to the mall. It's not that I don't want to talk, but it feels very difficult to find a topic of conversation with Eddy, who is still upset about his life choices.

As we arrived at where Belle is, we picked her up and immediately go home before it gets too late.

I bet Belle is feeling a little awkward too, seeing Eddy and I just silents along the way. As we both sit together in the front, we didn't really talk until we got to the apartment.

I immediately go to my room and just blankly sits on the bed. My hand supporting my forehead which is starting to get dizzy, feeling the utmost confusion.

My mind's filled with lots of thoughts. Everything that Eddy said to me has haunted inside my head.

You helped me a lot all this time, so I should help you too, right?