A Wish Just For You

January: You (2)

Hello guys! Long time no see, I can finally continue this story :')

I kinda think did y'all can keep up with the story, with me slow updating like this? :'D

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I open my eyes slowly as I shake my dizzy head. I look around with a blank expression, realizing that I'm not in my own room. The bed I currently sitting, is certainly not the bed I used daily.

I tried to regain myself for a while. What happened just now? I remember that Eddy hugged me and I lost conciousness from the dizziness. Is he the one taking me here? This room seems like his. But where is he?

Knock knock knock!

I'm quite starlted with the loud knocking from the front door. Confusion starts to hit me, I guess Eddy's gone out when I still collapsed?

Slowly I get out from the bed and try to walk to the door. With my body half limp, I put one of my hand to the wall for support. Hopefully I can stand it. After this, I can always go back to rest.

Creak...

Silence passed as I open the door and lay eyes on the visitor. We both stare at each other, without any words out. Disbelief shows from my face, replied back by the deadpan from the visitor.

"Eddy...?" A whisper escapes. My eyes glances right and left, seeing a suitcase behind him.

Eddy didn't say a word, he just stare, making me tremble bit by bit. His eyes really look at me intensely like I'm some kind of criminal. What happened?

"Ed..." I tried to start a convo again when suddenly Eddy collapse towards me. Luckily I can catch him immediately. "Eddy?!"

There's no answer indeed, just some weight felt from my shoulder as Eddy's head falls to it. "Eddy- Uh, what's going on? Uh..."

I tried to positioned his hand to my shoulder so I can help him get inside, but since his body is far bigger than me, I kinda have trouble turning his body.

"Y/N..." Eddy suddenly whispers when I successfully grab his hand to my shoulder. His eyes opens a bit.

"Just wait a minute, Eddy! I'll help you get inside okay?" My panic voice answers. I grip his hand firmly to make sure he doesn't fall.

"This is goodbye..."

"What?" I looked at him in disbelief.

Eddy slowly let go of me and stand as he touch his forehead. "It's useless staying here. I should be moving on."

"W-What do you mean it's useless?" I asked anxiously. The limpy body felt like nothing for me now seeing Eddy like this. "Hey, are you sick? Is your head hurt? Let me treat you, I... I must have medicine inside."

"Everything's hurt..." Eddy glance to me. "Everything."

I silent. My mind quickly analyzing what could I done that made him uncomfortable. Is it because I forgot about him lately? Is it because our life is different now?

"Eddy, I... I'm sorry if I've done anything that hurt you..." I tried to keep him from going. My hands reflexively grab his arm. "Don't.... go..."

"I have to go back, Y/N."

"But..."

"Don't worry, Y/N. I'm still here for you."

"But..."

"Goodbye."

Eddy lets go of grip and tries so hard to walk towards his suitcase. As I kept calling on him, he didn't look back.

"Where are you going, Eddy?!" I shout from my door as he walks away. His steps gets further and further with no answer.

I decided to run, trying to keep him from leaving. But of course I couldn't. My feet quickly felt numb and I just can see his back get away from my sight.

There's nothing but winds blowing  I felt awful, anxious, tight and any sorrow I can get mixed into one inside. Tears starting to fall as I stoned, sitting on the streets, staring at where he gone. He just collapse in front of me and said he'll leave like nothing happened between us all this time. Why is this feel so hurt? My chest, I can't explain how much it pains me right now.

Why? Why it had to be like this? How can he said he's here when he's leaving? WHY DOES THIS HURTS ME?

A few seconds I silent in my place, letting my tears starts to fell out my eyes. My breathe gets heavier.

"EDDYYYYY!!"

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"Y/N!"

"Ughhhh!"

"Y/N, I'm here!"

I suddenly screamed Eddy's name as I open my eyes and breathe heavily.

I see Eddy beside me looking worriedly. I quickly look around me to make sure that this is a dream or reality. Now it's my own room.

"Y/N, are you okay?" Eddy said again. He cupped my face and force me to look at him. "Hey. You called my name. What happened?"

"...Your name?" My voices trembles seeing Eddy's face. "Eddy... you're still here?"

"What...?" Eddy furrowed his eyebrows. He lets go of my face and sighs. "Y/N... You pass out two days, I'm so worried, of course I'm still here. Are you okay? What happened to you?"

I can't get myself to answer him. I quickly grab him tight and cried on his shoulders quite loudly.

"Y-Y/N...?" Eddy seems surprised with my cries, but I don't care. I just cry there, realizing that Eddy didn't really go from this apartment. My cry gets louder when I feel Eddy's hands stroking my back. He drowns his head to my shoulder as I did.

A solid 15 minutes I spent to just wet Eddy's shoulders with no reason. I cried my eyes out until I made my voice totally cracked.

But Eddy didn't say a word. He just patiently wait and calm me down. He kept his hug tight, seems like he's making sure that I'm okay before he release his arms.

I looked at him with a scared face, imagining if that nightmare really happen to me. It really scares me, I don't know why.

"I don't know what happened to you while you were asleep, but I'm really glad that you're okay," Eddy said as he strokes my hair. He smiles. "I thought I've lost you, you know."

I tilt my head down. His sentence pains me even more. The fact that I thought I really lost him too.

"Okay, I'm going to get you some soup from the kitchen," Eddy stands. "You should rest more, Y/N. I'll be back in a minute."

Eddy's already gonna walk out the room when I quickly grab his shirt anxiously.

Eddy looked back with a confused face. But I just can't imagine if Eddy really not going back. My heart, it's still terrified.

"Eddy..." I whisper. "I..."

Eddy seems waiting. He didn't move an inch as I gap my sentence.

"I love you." I said with a tremble. Some deep fear shows from my eyes. But I feel something will definitely gone wrong if I don't say it. I don't want Eddy to go.

To be continued :]