A Wish Just For You

April: Dream

HI GUYSSS, I'm back!!!
I still can't believe i recovered my stamina so fast. I thought it will be longer.

I regain my stamina back to 80% now, still charging up to get my daily routine back (because i still kind of tired if I work too long), but at least i'm far better from before =))

Thanks for waiting!

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"Hey, lets grow up together, okay?"

That phrase came out of Eddy's with a smile to a girl beside him.

The girl smiled back, nodded to him with excitement as the two kids intertwined their pinkies together. Laughter adorned them from the stands, as they watched a weekly small music concert at their home complex.

It was their favorite time of the week when they got to meet each other and play after living a pretty busy daily life as kids.

After the concert ends, they both walk together to the alley, a few minutes of silence occur before Eddy asked something.

"Hey, Y/N... when we're older, do you think we can be like Mom and Dad?"

Y/N was a bit flustered, but confused too. "What do you mean?"

"My parents are happy together. Doing things together. They said that I will be too, when I'm older." Eddy said innocently.

Y/N scratched her nape of her neck nervously. "Um... I'm sure you will."

"Then can we be happy together too? I want to do it with you." Eddy smiled.

Y/N chuckled. "Yeah, of course we can. We already promised, right?"

Eddy nodded, as Y/N pulled his hand to run to the alley. It was always like that until they really started to grow into some teenagers who learned about their feelings slowly.

That promise isn't just a promise. It was an undirectly proposal that often people forgot, Eddy and Y/N were in a different paths, they weren't holding hands like they used to, but still finding each other in the intersection.

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SLAP!

"We've talked about this, right? I have someone else, so don't disturb us."

That slapping sound effect was the most horrible thing Y/N has ever heard. Probably the first time she looked at Eddy so down.

The man was about to cry, she knew. With all his strength, he held that gloomy feeling in front of her, which she can't bear, but held it herself also.

They were both hurting. In a way.

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"You're going home?"

"Yeah, my parents wanted me to go back, for work. I..."

"It's okay, really. Uh, I'll be at my room, okay?"

It felt miserable for Y/N to realize Eddy won't be forever at the apartment. Sometimes she think alone in her room why did she helped him in the first place? Is it because he was her friend? Or because she just wanted to live with him? Just the two of them like they used to live in the childhoods?

It was a mixed feeling. She was happy Eddy finally have time for her again, but was hoping for him to see that she was always there for him.

But hope is always a bullshit, isn't it? It's so happy that it hurts. Just like his feelings towards the girl he had loved so hard.

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Huh? We were both hurting? That's horrible... He was right about the truth, huh?

Really?

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So I do love him.

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In the end I do still wished to be with him.

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I was always thinking about him.

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Even when my brain stops working, it still led me to him.

To be continued :]

OMG I'M SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT AND RANDOM AMSNSJJSSJSJSK
I hope you still enjoy it :)