A reason to live~

Chapter 18 ~ She WAS happy ~

"FELIX I-I can't find y/n I don't know what to do. I think someone's taken her!!!"

I cry, down the phone.

"Okay okay try calm down. I'm coming cover now. Stay there."

Felix replies.

I hug dumpling while I cry, waiting for Felix to come.

Felix comes rushing through the door in less then 5 minutes.

"Hyung."

He shouts.

I quickly put dumpling on the floor and hug Felix tightly. I cry into his shoulder while he rubs my back.

"Felix what if she's hurt?"

I continue to cry.

"Don't worry yet, we don't know anything for sure. Did she leave her phone?"

He asks.

"I'll call her now?"

I answer before ringing her.

The second the phone starts ringing it comes up with the answer machine.

"Do you think she's gone on a walk or something?"

Felix questions.

"No she wouldn't of gone on a walk without dumpling."

I reply.

"Okay hyung I don't want to freak you out but is there anyone who would want to hurt you or y/n? Like do you have any idea of who could've done this?"

Felix asks.

"Her family, her adoptive family. FELIX WHAT IF THEY HURT HER AGAINNN."

I freak out loosing any control I had left over my tears.

"Channie it's okay. We will find her. Should we tell the police? They might be able to help."

Felix tries to calm me down.

"N-not yet. That might make things worse. I don't even know where she used to live."

"What about her diary. Do you think she would of written anything in there like maybe her adoptive parents names?"

Felix says.

I quickly run to our bedroom and open her diary.

I felt kinda guilty reading it but if it meant saving her life then I had no other choice but to.

Reading her diary just made me cry even more. I missed her so much, I wanted to be with her so bad. I was so scared she would get hurt again and I wouldn't be able to stop it. She wrote everything in this book, from her nightmares to her feelings and she even wrote about the good memories she had.