Chapter|| 18

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You wake up, lying in your bed. Hectically sitting up, you look around the room,

"No, no, did I just dream all of that?" you mumble, feeling tears threatening to leave your eyes again.

"I don't think it was just a dream," you hear someone say while walking out of the, to your bedroom attached, bathroom.

"Loki? Loki! It worked," you say unbelievingly.

"Indeed, I guess I owe you a life now," he comes closer to your bed, asking you if he could sit next to you on the bed to which you just pat the spot next to you three times.

"You really gave up half of your powers for me, huh?" he smirks while sitting down.

"Oh, don't think too highly of yourself now. You saved my life, multiple times. I just wanted to make it even," you explain literally lying to him.

"Did you? I saw you and my brother mourning over me," he nudges your shoulder a bit.

"You saw?" you ask with your eyes going wide.

"Yes, your mom is extremely nice," he adds.

"You met her?"

"I did, at first she was a bit mad since I tried to kill you several times but she warmed up to my charming self pretty fast," he chuckles.

"Of course, no one can resist your charm, Mr. Laufeyson," you say playfully.

"Exactly."

"H- have you seen me-" you start, unsure if you should actually ask.

"Debating on bringing me back or not?" he finishes just seeing you nod a bit embarrassed, "I did."

"Aren't you mad about it?" you ask kind of getting shy.

"Y/N, I died thinking I'd stay dead. I originally didn't expect you to ever bring me back in the first place. I understand your unsureness about it," he assures.

"Where did this side of you hide all the time?" you smile at him.

"I have many sides, darling. I just choose who I trust to see them," he takes your hand, again very carefully.

"You trust me?" you ask, allowing him to take your hand.

"Why are you so surprised?" he questions, furrowing his eyebrows.

"Because I don't even trust myself," you admit, looking down.

He hooks one finger under your chin and lifts your head a bit to look at you. Being able to look into his green orbs again makes you feel safe. They show you trust and vulnerability, something you've never quite experienced before.

His lips curl into a small smile as he watches you looking into his eyes as if they were the only source of life and happiness in your life. As if they were your drug you couldn't get away from them which you indeed couldn't.

You see his eyes flicker from yours, down to your lips, and back up to your eyes as his face inches closer to yours. You feel his hand slowly go from your chin up to your cheek, caressing the skin with his thumb as he pulls your face a bit closer.

Here you two are again, faces inches apart, breathes combined but this time it wasn't because you were mad or about to kill one another, it was comfort and feelings. Positive ones.

Just as his lips gently brushed yours someone bangs their fist on your door as you and Loki jump apart and he falls off the bed, now sitting on the floor the door opens up and a blonde god comes jumping in excitedly,

"Y/N, your time with him is over. Now it's Thor and Loki time!" he yells happily to which you just giggle a bit.

Thor grabs Lokis arm and harshly but lovingly pulls him up from the floor,

"I planned an entire day for us two..." the blonde continues while walking out of the room with his arm around the Trickster's shoulders who turns back to you one more time to mouth a single 'Help' as you just smile and shrug, waving him goodbye.


Walking to the living room you sit on the sofa and get an apple with your telekinesis powers which happily wasn't taken from you because you'd have to do so much yourself and you weren't quite fond of that.

"Still got your powers?" you hear a voice next to you say.

"Half of them," you answer to the curiously looking Tony.

"We heard you scream, are you alright?" he asks with concern in his voice.

"Yeah, of course," you take a bite out of your apple.

"Hey, no lying young lady, are you alright?" he questions again.

"Yes, I am. It was just... intense, I guess," you reassure to which he just nods.

"What's going in your little head?" he asks, pointing to your temples.

"I still owe Loki, I want to erase the red, I don't want to be in his debt," you explain.

"You brought him back to life Y/N, what else do you want to do? It's not like you can bring his home back," he says sarcastically.

"Wait, what did you just say?"

"You brought him back to-" he starts.

"No, no, after that?" you ask, sitting up more straight.

"You can't bring his home back? That part was sarcasm in case you didn't-" he looks at you in complete confusion.

"You're a genius Tony," you say while quickly getting up, ruffling through the brunette hair.

"I know," he states still not exactly knowing why.


You walk into the compounds library with one of Tonys' laptops in your hand. Setting it on a desk you sit down and open Email.

Only seconds later you see the golden sparks appear, forming a circle in the middle of the room as you see a tall figure with a red cloak walking out of it.

"Doctor Strange, haven't seen you since you held that finger up," you smile walking up to the man.

"Nice to see you too, Y/N," he tries his best to smile a bit.

"Okay, enough formalities. I need your help."

"What's the matter?" he asks curiously taking a seat at the desk you sat on just a couple of seconds ago.

"I know the Time Stone is more your specialty but I figured that you're a smart man and know a lot about the Infinity Stones-" you rant.

"Y/N, get to the point, will you?"

"Sorry, sure. You can manipulate reality with the Reality Stone, right?"

"Right."

"So I could connect two realities with each other?"

"Yes."

"That means that I could theoretically connect this reality with one where Ragnarok never happened and Asgard still exists?"

"I don't know what Ragnarok is but yes, you could if you also possess the power of the Space Stone."

"Thanks, Stephen, that was everything I wanted to talk about," you wave him goodbye while walking out of the room.

"You could've just asked me that in the Email!" the doctor screams after you before walking through the golden circle again.

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