Whats that unfamiliar feeling?

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Kim Sunoo




I have been in love with my brothers band mate, Kim Sunoo, for two years now and my brother, Jay, is very aware of this and so is everyone but Kim Sunoo himself.

It's drives me absolutely crazy, he drives me crazy and I can never get him off of my mind.

His bright sunshine like smile, his deep brown eyes, his blonde dyed hair, his beautiful face and his amazing body, just him as a whole is absolutely gorgeous and he is the only boy I will ever have feelings this strongly for.

But sadly, I am only a friend in his eyes and I am ninty nine point nine nine percent sure that I will never be anything more than a friend in his eyes.

Today, I was going to be going with my brother to one of their performances, Drunk-Dazed, and I would be helping them get ready, hyping them up and telling them how amzing they will be and we're when they were on stage.

I was currently sitting next to Jay, helping him out to put his mic pack and helping him connect his in ear piece to his mic pack.

"Hey Y/N? Can I talk to you in another room for a second please?" Heeseung called for me and I looked at Jay, confused, he shrugged and pushed me to follow Heeseung.

I got up from the small couch and followed the older male into a smaller dressing room, the two of us being the only people in the room.

"I know you like Sunoo. No, I will rephrase that. I know you love Sunoo and you are completely head over heels for him but... I am scared that'll you'll end up hurt by him. What are you going to do Y/N?" Heeseung asked me, sitting down on one of the chairs and placing his elbows on his knees before also placing his face in his hands.

I sat down next to him and rubbed his back with my hands, taking them away and placing my hands together in my lap.

"I am not going to do anything. I will let the feelings fade away, it might take awhile but I am sure they will eventually fade and until then... I will stay being head over heels for him and I will continue to act as I am" I announced to him, he only sighed and shook his head, looking at me with sad eyes and sympathy.

"I don't want you to get hurt Y/N. You are like a sister to me and I would hate you see you upset because of him, I am sure Jay would be upset too if you ever became sad and depressed because of him, please be careful" Heeseung pulled me in for a hug, I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him back, feeling safe with him.

"I will Heeseungie, I promise you that" I pulled away from him and held out my pinky, he intertwined our pinkies together, making a promise.

The two of us silently got up together and we headed back into the dressing room, I took my place next to Jay again and I laid my head on his shoulder as a loud sigh left my lips.

Jay let out a little chuckle at me, ruffling my hair and shaking hai head at me, I only rolled my eyes.

My eyes traveled around the room, my eyes scanned over all of the boys, seeing if any of them need help or looked like they needed to be hyped up, my eyes fell onto Sunoo.

Sunoo looked very grumpy, a pout was formed on his lips and he looked like he was struggling with his mic pack and in ear pieces, I nudged Jay and he lifted his head, following my gaze and looking over to Sunoo.

"Yah, Sunoo! Do you want help with that?" Jay asked the younger boy who only shook his head and continued to struggle on his own, all eyes were now on him.

I sighed heavily before getting up from my seat and making my way over to him, helping him to sort out his mic pack and in ear pieces before turning him around to face me.

My eyes scanned his outfit and I noticed a loose button on his jacket, I grabbed my sewing kit and began to sew the button back onto his jacket properly.

Once I had finished I looked up at Sunoo, I smiled at him as his face was flushed bright pink.

"There, all done. Next time ask for mine or one of the members help please. We don't like seeing you struggle. Why are you so upset anyway?" I tilted my head to the side and he avoided me completely, shrugging his shoulders and quickly leaving me, going towards Heeseung and sitting down next to him.

I felt a little hurt by his actions and sadly sighed, making my way, yet again, back over to Jay, taking a seat down next to him and laying my head back onto his shoulder whilst we waited.

"Okay, Enhypen to the stage" One of the staff member came into the dressing room and called on the boys.

"Good luck all of you, you'll be amazing as always and remember that both Engene and I are so proud of you all! Hwaiting!" I cheered for them and tried to hype them up as they smiled at me, each of them giving me a hug on their way out, everyone but Sunoo.

I was hurt by him and I started feeling sad, especially remembering the conversation I had with Heeseung earlier, I was hurt and confused.

Later on, the boys finished performing and they all came back into the dressing room, they were all hot and sweaty, some more than others but they were all hot and sweaty.

They all took their seats and started immediately monitoring their performances whilst I went around and started handing them all water bottles, fans and hand held towels so they could dry their sweat off.

"You boys did fantastic!" I praise them, each of them giving me a thankful smile, everyone but Sunoo.

At this point, I was sad and fed up so I decided that I would talk to him about it.

"Sunoo oppa, can you come with me for a second please?" I asked him, everyone looking at me shocked since I never call any of them oppa unless I was sad, being super serious or I really needed them.

"S-sure" he unusually stuttered, I left the room and he followed behind me as I took him to the room that Heeseung had taken me to earlier, when he wanted to talk with me privately, I was now doing the same but with Sunoo this time around.

"Sit" I ordered him, he followed my orders and the two of us sat down, he sat in front of me and we sat opposite each other.

"Why have you been so cold, distant and slightly rude to me recently? Did I do something wrong? If I did then please tell me so I can fix this because it hurts when you act like this to me" I leaned forward slightly, looking at him with a sad face, he sighed and leaned back, running his hands through his hair.

"Look. I like you Y/N. I am not jumping to conclusions but I saw you and Heeseung Hyung earlier and I just... I guess I became jealous? I don't know! It's such an unfamiliar feeling that I don't even know" a sour chuckle left his lips as he looked at me, my eyes were wide and my mouth was open wide due to shock and also confusion.

"Yah! That's why?! You've been cold to me because you suddenly thought I was dating Heeseungie!" I spoke through laughter and I noticed how Sunoo's cheeks heated up a bright crimson red, that's was very cute.

"Sunoo! Wake up babe! I have only ever had eyes for you and that will never ever change! I am absolutely head over heels for you, as Heeseung puts it. Heeseung is like an older brother to me and I have only ever pictured myself with you. I love you Sunoo" I told him with a soft smile, he stood up and I followed his actions, standing up too before he pulled me in for a long, tight and meaningful hug.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He muttered into my shoulder, I chuckled and pulled away from him, nodding my head and holding his hand.

His smiled grew and he jumped up with excitement, now he's back to my normal Sunoo.



















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Now it's Sunoo! How did you guys like it? Do you guys like it? What do you think about it? Was it okay? Did you think it was okay? I did write this at like 1am-

Have an amazing day or night and remember to always look after yourselves and stay safe!

I love you guys so much and I know I say it a lot but I mean it!

Love from Nana ❤️

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