Enhypen Imagines

Hatered

"It's going to be your first day at school, what is actually going to go wrong?" My best friend of three years, Yena, was in my room and she was trying to calm me down as we finished getting ready for school, it was going to be my very first day at this new school and I was absolutely terrified of all the things that could go absolutely wrong.

"I could get on the wrong side of someone, I could accidentally make someone hate me, I could become enemies with someone, people might not like me at all-" Right now, all I could do was think of the negatives because that is unfortunately just the person I am and how I thought, I always wanted to make a good first impression and I had panic attacks soemtimes so I was very nervous and scared that I would end up having a panic attack on my first day at school.

"Shut up. Stop thinking so negatively and just start actually thinking that people will like you" Yena slapped my shoulder and patted my head, trying to make me think more positively rather than negatively.

"And how do you know that people will like me?" I asked, still being highly nervous for my first day of school, I really wasn't good with people and I wasn't really good at talking to people in general so that made school very very hard for me and it was very hard for me to make new friends and just friends in general.

"Because I have met you personally and you are the sweetest, kindest, warm-hearted person that I have ever met" Yena placed both of her hands on my shoulders and smiled sweetly at me, what she was saying was genuine and I could tell by her smile but a part of me still didn't believe her.

"Thanks but you are only saying that because you are my best friend" I said bluntly, turning around and looking at myself in my mirror, dusting off the non existant dust that was on my clothes.

"Lies! I thought you would be a real bitch when I first saw you but you weren't. You were so kind, caring and soft, you put everyone before yourself and everyone will see that" Yena told me and I wanted to laugh but I didn't because I was so scared that I would mess up and make someone hate me on my first day at school.

"Hmm, what if I mess up though? Surely there are mean popular girls, bad boys, bullies and everything else at your school" I started to worry even more at the thought of their being mean popular girls and boys at the school because I knew that I would most likely get bullied for being so shy and quiet, that is the reason that I am moving schools in the ifrst place, because I got bullied so much in my last school.

"Sure there is but they won't do anything to you because there is no reason to. You aren't mean, you aren't a bully, you aren't a nerd and you are pretty so no one will pick on you. Plus! You are with me, NO ONE will do anything to you as long as I am around" She continued to try and reasure me but nothing was working and I had absolutely no hope in myself whatsoever.

"Yeah that's because everyone loves you, people might not like me" I argued with her point and all I got was an eye roll from her because she was absolutely done with me and my excuses.

"Oh stop it and come one! Get your bag and let's go." She slapped my arm one last time before pointing to my bag, that was currently sitting next to my bedroom door.

"Yes ma'am" I saluted her, grabbing my bag as I followed her out of my room and out of my house.

The two of us walked to school together, Yena kept calming me down and slapping my shoulder at my harsh words towards myself but nonetheless, she cared for me and wanted me to have a good first day at school.

Yena brought me to the front of the school where she said hi and introduced me to her tiny little group of her close friends and then she took me into the school and took me to the front office, I got my timetable and then Yena started to look at it for me as we walked down the hall to our first class.