In Too Deep (A Stray Kids/GOT7 AMBW Fanfic)

Chapter 12

"So then what happened?" I asked as I ate my pancakes. Chris was recounting the tale of what happened yesterday after they left the party.

"Felix basically cursed out JYP," He said, drinking his orange juice.

"No he didn't," I replied in disbelief. Not my sweet Youngbokie.

"Well not with actual curse words but you know how big South Korea is on formalities and respecting one's elders. Felix totally crossed a line."

"Pabo," I muttered.

"He probably would've been fine had he not told JYP to put him on hiatus," He facepalmed.

"Oh I'm gonna kill him," I responded. I can't believe him. "He made it seem like it was inevitable that he be put on hiatus, not that he had provoked the whole situation further. I never knew he could be such a hot head." I scrunched up my face, giving him a pensive look. "I wonder if our kid's gonna have the same temper..."

"So you really believe the baby's Felix's," He replies in a more serious tone. The feel of the air changed in an instant and I could tell play time was over.

"I really do Chris. The fact that there's a possibility that the baby could be Jackson's makes me sick to my stomach," I balled my hand into a fist. "Did Felix tell you what I told him?"

"No he didn't. When he came back to the hotel last night, he went straight to bed. And when I woke up this morning, he was gone."

"So here's the truth..." I took a deep breath and recounted the tale of the last night Jackson and I spent together. I didn't divulge into unnecessary details but as the closest member to Felix, I felt like Chris should know the entire truth.

"Wow and you didn't remember any of that?" He asked in shock.

I shook my head, "I didn't remember until he reminded me in that hallway. Plus when I woke up the next morning, he was gone and all I had was a splitting headache with some bruises on my body. The distance of that bar from the dorm is like 30 minutes when you're walking. There were so many hills and stairs... I thought I had been really clumsy and since I blacked out, which I normally never do, I figured that was why my body hurt."

"I believe you Kimmie," He said, acknowledging the honesty in my words. It felt like a weight was lifted off of my chest and I could finally breathe correctly. I reached across the table and grabbed one of Chris' hands in my two hands.

"I'm so grateful you're on my side Channie," I told him, my eyes glossy as tears threatened to spill. I rested my head against our hands, "I don't know what I'd do without you."

I felt a hand pet my head, softly. "I trust you," he admits. "I don't know why but I do. Maybe you resonate with me or something, I don't know. I trust my gut since it's what gotten me this far and my gut tells me you're a good person."

"Chris..." Tears fell as I got up from my seat. Sliding into his side of the booth, I hugged him. I didn't cry that hard but he rubbed my back anyway, silently comforting me. After about 5 minutes, I slid back into my seat. "Whoo," I wiped my eyes, "No more crying for me." I chuckled at my little joke. "I will literally have no water left for the baby if I keep this up."

"Do you feel any better?"

"I don't feel great, not gone lie... I'm happy that Felix is taking all of this in quick strides, ya know? Do I feel overwhelmed that he's coming home with me? Yes I do. But if that how he's willing to prove to me that he really wants this, then so be it. But I'm terrified that Jackson could be the father Channie... I want to hate him so bad but I can't. Some of me stills loves him or has love for him rather... but I've been developing real feelings for Felix over the past few months. I was enjoying the idea that we were going to be a family and... don't tell him I told you this but I was starting to seriously consider his proposal. And now I don't even think it's plausible to keep considering that an option."