In Too Deep (A Stray Kids/GOT7 AMBW Fanfic)

Chapter 25

Kimmie's POV (Trigger warning maybe)

I don't remember much. After I hit my head, most of the little bit of brain cells I had stopped working. So it would make sense that I misheard Chris, right?

"Run that back for me... my brain is still foggy I didn't catch that right," my gaze zeroed on his sad brown eyes.

"I'm sorry Kimmie bu-"

"NO!" I shout. "No no no no no no no..." My breathing quickens, a tightness develops in my chest and my throat.

I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe.

I started panicking, the fear of being alone choking me far harder as reality sets in. The machines around the room were beeping in a frenzy as Chris screamed for the nurses. It was all reminiscent of the gender reveal with the mass confusion. The nurses rushed in and attempted to calm me... but it wasn't working.

Nothing was working.

Everything is all wrong!

Felix should be here... hell even Jackson should be here! Where's my brother? My mom? Dad?! Why is there only Chris here to support me? Is he going to leave me too? Am I going to be left all alone to raise Daishawn? Do they not love us? What do I do? How do I-

I can't breathe.

I clawed at my neck as the small pieces of air that I could swallow turned dry. The insides of my throat felt like it was clinging together, causing me to cough violently.

"She's going to hurt herself! She needs to be restrained."

I can't go through that again. The pain of of being left behind. The pain of being abandoned, especially when it wasn't my fault.

I didn't do anything wrong, why do they keeping leaving me?

Tears fell from my eyes, leaving scorched trails behind. Black uneven circles began to cloud my visions as I struggled to inhale.

"Oh no, her pulse is dro-"

The blackness washed over me like a calming blanket of the night sky, forcing my mind to turn off, and me into a dreamless sleep.

O_o

"I should've never left."

What?

"I just felt so responsible I just thought going back to would be best."

Bokie?

"I just keep hurting her Hyung? I'm hurting the person I love most in this world and it's killing me."

He loves me?

My eyes feel heavy. It's hard to open them. The tiny bit of light peered in through my barely cracked but I couldn't see anything.

"I can't leave Hyung, he won't let me."

No, come back to me... please. There was a pounding in my head that was forcing me back under. I couldn't fight it. It was too hard.

"- have... stay with her... I-"

O_o

I blinked a few times, trying to adjust to the bright light that was bouncing off the sickly pale yellow walls.

"Oh and it looks like someone's awake," I hear. I blink some more, squinting to clear up my vision.
"Now Stay be nice, she's had a rough week and a half."

Everything combines into one and I see Chris holding up a phone.

"What's going on?" I asked confused.