In Too Deep (A Stray Kids/GOT7 AMBW Fanfic)

Chapter 18

I didn't come home for a few hours after that, to the dismay of my parents. I needed some time alone, contrary to popular belief. When I did finally come, everyone in my house was thankfully asleep. I went up to my room to find Felix fast asleep in my bed.

I need my space.

So instead of staying in my room with him, I just went back downstairs to the guest room. Plugging my phone into the wall, I called the one person who would truly understand me.

...

"Wow Bitch! Jackson came too?!" My brother bestie exclaimed.

"You're too excited Winnie and I'm in a crisis!" I scolded. I had no time for his shenanigans.

"You're right Noona, I'm sorry. So what do you want to do?"

"Currently? I want everyone to go the fuck home! I just wanna carry out the rest of my pregnancy alone and leave the inconveniences out until its convenient for me to involve them," I admit.

"Ok now you're being an actual bitch," he tells me. I'm completely taken aback because he doesn't really talk to me that way. Yeah he calls me bitch but that's endearing in its own twisted way, but to call me an actual bitch is so rude.

"What the fuck was that for," I respond, heated.

"I'm sorry Noona but you had to hear it from somebody and nobody else had the heart to tell you, but sweetie you're being a bitch and being pregnant does not excuse your shitty ass behavior."

I hung up the phone. I did not call his ass to be read for filth unprovoked. My phone rang, the request almost timing out before I answered.

"If you're calling back to apologize, I'm waiting," I said, irritated.

"You gone be waiting until Jesus come back for that babe, so don't hold your breath," Winnie retorted.

"You make me sick." I squinted hard with a harsh frown.

"And you're nothing but drama, but I still keep you around."

"Wow, you're a bastard," I replied.

"And so will be your child. Anyway, stop combatting me and just listen! You are being a bitch and you need to cut it out!" He scolded. "Do you even hear yourself? You called the potential fathers of the child you're carrying, 'inconveniences'. Girl, you're the inconvenience! Both of them were bachelors and now they're both dedicated men who are just afraid that they're getting attached to a baby that's not theirs. And instead of treating them with dignity and respect, you treat them both like shit. You lucked up not once but twice, seeing as Felix and Jackson are both committed to raising this child, not only as a single parent, but both are willing to raise this child with you as a unit. Count your lucky stars because you've been blessed tremendously! Now I'm done ranting, I love you and I'll talk to you later, get some sleep."

The call ended but I ended up staying in that position for 2 extra hours. I was the inconvenience? I mean I know I kind of uprooted their lives but I didn't do this on my own... have I really been that bad?

I eventually fell asleep but not by choice. I was drained by everything and everyone but the words of my brother haunted my thoughts. I woke up the next afternoon. I didn't speak to anybody. I wrote a note telling the household not to look for me and that I would return but that after being told somethings I felt like I had a lot to think about.

"Chris, I'm coming to get you, be downstairs in 5 minutes." I hung up the phone as I drove back to the hotel. I needed a friendly face and Chris is so understanding... I just felt like I should listen to his opinion, like it would be a good idea.