What am I even doing...?

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Am I questioning myself? Yes-
Am I confused-? Yes.
Do I feel lost? Definitely.

Posting chapters to a book that no one ever responds to anymore-
In hopes that maybe- just maybe- ... I'll get some sort of amusement or happiness from it-
Why do I keep posting starters if no one ever fucking responds anymore and people stopped responding a very very very long time ago? I don't fucking know why. I just do.

Have I accepted the fact that people no longer seem to have an interest in my starters? ... I guess...

Am I still going to post starters even though no one fucking responds and I know that no one ever really will respond? Yes. I'm still going to post.
Does still posting, even though no one likes to respond, hurt me? ..... I mean it's been hurting me a ton for quite a while now but no one seems to notice. So I'll be fine. I've been fine so far haven't I?

Am I being over dramatic? Probably-

Should I just shut up? Most likely, yes.

But will I shut up? Hmm... who knows.

Am I fucking mad?   Yes.

Do I know why I'm mad and angry? Mmmm not really. It just started building up.

Am I going to post this and the regret it later on? ABSOLUTELY!

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