I was bored

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//Aight- box time-

"... Wha-?" Neko asked confused.

//I'm wanting to test something. Hey YL, if you where to be trapped in a tight space with Neko, like... a very tight cramped space... how would you react?

YL thought about it, suddenly smirking at his own thoughts.

//........ Yeah that's what I thought.... But... I still wanna test it...

".. test it...?" YL mumbles confused, no longer getting lost in his thoughts. His smirk changing to a confused expression.

The two suddenly got teleported into a box- the same box- and trust me it was cramped.
Neko let out a squeak at how they had ended up being put in the box with her beneath YL.

YK's eyes where wide as he looked down at her, he had froze completely. A deep shade of red blush had spread across his face. He then tried to push himself off of her, only for his back to end up hitting the roof/top of the box. His elbows where bent at a slight angle so he couldn't push him self up completely, but it was enough to create a very very very small space between the two of them.

Neko stared up at him, fear growing in her eyes with each passing second before she decided to just tightly close her eyes.

YL took notice of this. He could easily just stop holding himself up and just lay on her... But he didn't. "..." There's no one else here right...? The box isn't see through... No one else can see what's happening..? Right...? YL thought to himself.

The two pretty much just sat in silence.

"... I'm ... sorry.." YL mumbles quietly.

Neko opened her eyes expecting to see bright green eyes full of lust. But instead..... she saw a soft bright green gaze. She didn't see an obsessive yandere, ... she saw a yandere that had gone soft... along with embarrassment and ... regret...?

YL avoided eye contact, glancing off to the side.

"Why are you apologizing...? You have no reason to." Neko says softly.

"No. I have every reason too." YL said, looking at her finally. "I have every reason to apologize. Not just to you but to everyone else as well. I'm a brat... I know... I know I'm annoying. I just get on people's nerves. The only reason why I can't die is just to frustrate people even more. I'm used as a way to annoy others when my admin is bored and needs amusement. I'm not coming up with excuses for why I'm like this... I am like this on my own accord. I want to stop but I can't. If I stop... I'll go soft. I'll be just like the original, or you will hate me again, and I can't let that happen. This is the only thing that is keeping me from vanishing. I know it's selfish to put other people down just so I don't vanish... I'm sorry... Everyone wants me to change... It's gotten to the point where I'm treated like some pet... I hate it. I absolutely hate it! I'm a yandere with pride and I'm too stubborn to let someone put me in my place... I know it's annoying and that people are getting fed up with me. ... it's gotten to the point where VK tried to kill me and put me in his own death loop since I found a way out of the poison deathloop that VN tried to put me in. I want it to stop..... I want all of it to just stop. I thought I hated one if your love interests... we where rivals but now I don't even know anymore! I'm so fucking confused! Things just keep getting more complicated and everyone keeps blaming me for things because I can't seem to get along with the admins and I don't know when to shut my mouth. Anything I say is used against me! Honestly I think that people just want to see me break! To 'tame me' and it fucking irritates me so much because they say that as though I'm some fucking animal instead of a human being. As though I'm a toy. I have feelings to god damnit! And—" YL suddenly cut himself off as he felt Neko move slightly.

Neko grabs onto his arms. His arms had been shaking because he had been holding himself up for so long. She forcefully pushed his arms out from underneath him, causing YL to let out a squeak as he lands on top of her, his head landing on her chest. His blush intensified. "W-Wait- what are- ... what are you doing...?" He asked quietly.

Neko simply holds onto him with one hand while her other hand gently runs itself through his hair in a relaxing way. "... You have every right to complain and to say such things. If I was in your situation then I would be doing exactly what your doing... There is nothing wrong with venting okay...? Yes you may have done bad things... and you probably deserve some of the stuff that is happening to you because of it... But I'm here for you if you ever need to vent okay..?" Neko says softly. "... And you know you didn't have to hold yourself up that entire time..." She said, giggling softly. "You could have just asked if you could rest and lay on top of me."

YL glanced off to the side. "I-.... I ... I didn't wanna risk making you uncomfortable... I- ... I wanna change... I wanna change myself... I don't want you to be afraid of me..." He mumbles quietly.

Neko looks at him with a soft gaze, continuing to gently run her hand through his hair. "... Why change...? I mean sure... having some manors would do you some good... but you don't have to change too much. Your bratty personality is what makes you unique. It's what makes you stand out. You are prideful, and that isn't some thing you should be ashamed of. Not many people have the self esteem to be as prideful as you are. So in a way, your pride is a gift."

".... A gift hm?" YL mutters doubtfully.

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