(Another music Video rp starter-? Yes— this one is for Killin- I feel like this song suits him perfectly along with the voice- the singer of this song is Killin's headcanon voice btw—)
"I'll be the best they've ever seen~
I'll make them so dang proud of me~" Killin says with a small smile.
"It'll take some work to get to where I need to go..." He glanced off to the side.
"But I'll be there before I know." He smiled once again.
"And it's hard
And I'm tired
But I'll work
To get higher!" He says proudly before tripping over his own feet.
"But it seems I've lost all function in my legs, is this normal?" He mumbles embarrassed.
"It's fine
I'm fine
Am I fine?
I'm sure it's fine~" Killin reassures himself before starting to get worried and anxious.
"Am I gonna die?" He asked himself anxiously before sighing and looking down at the floor.
"I'm a wreck
I'm in a downward spin
And I don't know
What it feels like to win
But they tell me "just gotta put in the work"
You'll be fine!
And they tell me everyone falls down time to time." He mumbles, before closing his eyes.
"But no matter how hard I try
There's this little voice in my mind
And it tells me every time
That I will not be fine...~" He then opens his eyes up, a small spark of determination in them. Though the spark looked like it was a small flame that could easily be put out. Which is what happened, the spark vanished as he felt his quirk activate itself.
"I'll be the best they've ever seen~"
You'll fall, you'll trip, you'll make a scene
"It'll take some work to get to where I need to go~"
They're better off without you, you know
"It's hard~"
Too hard
"I'll work~"
Won't work
"I just gotta keep telling myself that I'll be fine
It's fine~"
Not fine
"I'm fine~"
Not fine
"I'm sure it's fine~"
Not fine
"I'm a wreck
I'm in a downward spin
And I don't know
What it feels like to win
But they tell me
Just gotta put in the work, you'll be fine
And they tell me
Everyone falls down, once or twice
But though I try and though I reach for the sky
There's this voice that's getting
Louder in the back of my mind, saying
I'm not fine~!" Killin felt tears start to form in his eyes as this dark mist cloud starts to surround him entirely.
"It's screaming at me saying
I'm not fine!
I'm a mess, my life's an uphill climb
I get halfway up but I slip down every time
And I honestly don't think that I will ever be fine~
Cause my head it keeps screaming you'll always be behind~!" Killin start to hug himself, his hands where shaking.
"And they tell me it's alright
Everyone takes their own time
But my time is moving backwards
I don't think I'll get it right
Cause I'm losing my own battles
Cannot find the will or might
Cause the little voice that's s'posed to cheer me on
Is the one I have to fight~!" Killin felt tears fall down his face as he clutches his hair before taking a few deep breaths to calm himself.
"It's fine..." He mumbles.
"I'm fine
I'm sure it's fine..."
I don't think I'll ever be fine...
"Um, Killin? Are you alright?" Gryphon asks, walking into Killin's room.
"Oh pfft, I'm fine!" Killin responds with a broken smile that was trying to fix itself as he looks at Gryphon. But on the inside, he was panicking, trying to turn off his quirk.
Gryphon's fluffy dog ears lowered themselves. He then goes over to him before reaching out his hand towards the barrier of mist.
Killin started to panic. "W-Wait-! Y-You'll get hurt!"
But Gryphon didn't listen. Within a few quick seconds, he had been able to get his hand through the barrier before swiftly grabbing onto Killin and hugging him. The barrier immediately disappeared as Killin's quirk turned off.
"H.. How did you...?" Killin trails off confused.
Gryphon just continues to hug him, resting his head in the crook of Killin's neck. "Just relax... I'll tell you later, but right now let focus on calming you down.." Gryphon says softly.
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Roleplay Starters For The Desperate~
RandomAh- my fourth rp book... We've come a long way- and when ever I look back at the first book and the first part of the second book, I can't help but cringe... Anyway, hope you guys enjoy this one.
