𝓦𝓮'𝓵𝓵 𝓑𝓮 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼 {𝓐.𝓓.𝓒 𝔁 𝓨𝓸𝓾}

seventeen >>> caught

I bite my lip as I hear the driver say we were at the set. I thank him and then open the car door sliding out. When I get out I shut the door and take a look around one of the set locations for the day, under the sun. Coleman walks past and waves giving me a smile. I smile back waving before turning away and getting to the trunk. It's already open and my drivers sets out my two bags. I thank him once again then take my stuff and head for my trailer.

The walk is shorter than I remember but I'm ever so thankful. When I get to my trailer I open it up and get my stuff inside dropping it off. A low sigh escapes my lips as a knock appears at the door. Swiftly I turn and am met with someone that works on set.

"We need you on in 15," he informed me and I nod giving me a soft smile. He nods back and heads out as I run my hand through my hair before turning around and heading out of the trailer. When I'm out I begin walking through the trailers when I hear laughter. An all too familiar laughter. I scrunch up my face and tilt my head going to take a right when I stop seeing two people kissing. But not just any two people. Alycia and Noah.

My eyes grow wide as I take a step back, sinking my teeth into my bottom lip. My eyes flick between the two watching the two get closer to one another. Noah's hands traveling down Alycia's waist. I shake my head and feel sick to my stomach as I quickly turn and head straight for the bathrooms.

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My thoughts were running rapid, but I don't know why. I should have known sooner or later this so called perfect whatever Alycia and I was going to end. But then again why am I acting like it's a big deal when we haven't even labeled it anything. A chuckle escapes my lips on my way to where we're supposed to film and I shake my head. I can't even bloody label what we are. How pathetic.

A low sigh escapes my lips as I walk up to the director and some of the cast. I keep my head low and listen to the director as they tell us what's up with the scene. And of course my first scene's with Alycia along with Coleman. We all band apart and get into positions. Not once do I look at Alycia unless I sort of have to with a scene, but even then I don't even really look at her. More like through.

We play out the scene pretty well, but I knew I was distracted. Images of Alycia up against a trailer with Noah down her throat invade my mind and I bite my lip in the middle of a scene and look away from Alycia when I'm not entirely suppose to. "So what's the plan?" Alycia asks as footsteps enter from the right.

"We go with the original one," I respond picking up my head and towards who entered. There Coleman steps in and crosses his arms. "Or we totally get busted."

"What's going on in here?" Coleman questions, his eyes looking back and forth between the two of us.

"Nothing," Alycia responds shrugging her shoulders from what I can see out of the corner of my eye.

"Nothing? Seems like you two are plotting something," Coleman responds and I shake my head picking it up more glancing to Alycia feeling my blood boil. I quickly look away and back to Coleman.

"We're not doing anything Strand. Just a friendly conversation," I respond a soft smile appearing on my lips. A chuckle escapes Coleman but I could see in his eyes he was questioning me right now.

"Hm that's grand because I'm pretty sure I overheard the two of you talking about a plan." Silence takes over the room for a long moment before the director calls cut and tells us that was good for now. Honestly I don't even know what the hell was being said or going on but I know I'm just walking off of set. I head away from the cameras and back to the trailers. My stomach swirled, my eyes were heavy and I wanted badly to cry. I'm so pathetic. Crying over someone who doesn't even know what she wants. God! I take a step to the left and slam my fist into the first thing I can, in this case it was a brick wall. When I pull my hand away I can feel my hand burn and sting as I looked down at it. Cut marks marked up my fist a bit but I just dropped my hand continuing to walk before hearing my name behind me. I kept walking. I wasn't stopping. Not until I heard someone running towards me. I close my eyes knowing all too well what's to come next.

"Hey-" Alycia speaks making me stop walking as I feel her hands on me to stop me. I open my eyes and immediately lock eyes with her own. They grow softer than they were as she looked back and forth between my eyes. I can only imagine what they look like at the moment but I look down. "What happened to your hand?" I look to my hand see her holding it up causing me to quickly pull away. 

"Nothing. I scraped it up," I say avoiding eye contact really just wanting to leave this conversation. 

"Y/N, what's wrong?"

"Nothing Alycia. I'm just tired," I respond, looking away from her and beginning to walk past her but she grabs my arm causing me to tense and quickly withdraw myself away from her. I take several steps back and gently look up to her finding her standing confused, worried.

"Okay what's wrong? You were acting weird during our scenes as well now you're totally dismissing me," Alycia says and I shake my head.

"Nothing's wrong. I'm just heading back to my trailer." Alycia shakes her head and takes a step forward but I take a step backward.

"Y/N-"

"Just please leave me alone," I cut her off and put up my hands a bit before turning on my heels and walking away from her. It pained me to walk away. I felt my walls crumbling and the tears beginning to fill my eyes and slip down. I can hear her voice from afar but soon enough it vanishes and I'm inside my trailer. I shut the door and walk to the back where the bed is. Once I'm back there I shut the door and sink down to the ground, pulling my knees up to my chest and hiding my face down. And just like that I begin balling my eyes out like some toddler who didn't get the toy they wanted at the store.