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"Yeah...Yep I got it. I'll see you at 7. Yep-" Alycia speaks on the phone as I stare out the window. My teeth sink into my bottom lip trying to listen in but I couldn't hear Alycia's manager. I knew that she had an audition or some kind of interview but I honestly wasn't sure. Or she was leaving to go back to filming Fear. Hell, I wouldn't really know until she tells me. A low sigh escapes from the brunette's lips causing me to turn away from the window and look to her. Her eyes are staring down at her phone turning it off as I watch her a moment. 

"You okay?" I ask just as the girl lifts her head up and our eyes lock. She gives me a gentle smile as she nods. I nod back looking back and forth between her eyes as the car comes to a stop. I tear my eyes from Alycia's green ones opening up the car door and slipping out. I stand off to the side glancing to Alycia as she climbs out. I hold out my hand and feel her grab a hold of it, allowing me to sort of help her out. Once she's out our hands separate and I close the door behind her before looking to the driver and holding up my hand as a sort of wave. He nods and drives off as I turn and shove my hands into my pockets looking to find Alycia looking to me with a small smile on her lips. "Why are you looking at me like that?" 

She shakes her head and responds with, "Looking at you like what?" She turns on her heels with the words filling the air as she walks into the doors of the hotel. I tilt my head looking around for a moment then going after her. We walk to the elevators and get in. I hit the button to our suit on the top floor. A very much step up from last time, but the ride up to the suite is quiet. Too quiet. My eyes want to wonder to the girl, but I restrain myself from doing so. I fee like i have too. However my brain keeps replaying the panel and how touchy Alycia was sort of being. Hell, she still has my beanie on and I know a lot of fans were freaking out about it. I didn't mind, but considering everything with management and us I know deep down we shouldn't be doing some of the interactions we're doing. 

The elevator dings and the doors open causing both of us to slip out of the elevator and down to the suit. I reach into my pocket and pull out the keycard, swiping it quickly then opening the door. I walk in and hold the door open allowing Alycia walk in, before closing the door. When it's closed I turn facing the brunette who goes over to the couch setting down her purse. After that she turns as I slowly stop a few feet away from her. 

"I'll be right back. I want to change," she says and I nod slowly. She turns on her heels once more heading for the bedroom. My eyes follow her there until she vanishes from sight. Once she does a low heavy sigh escapes my lips as I turn myself and walk over to the kitchen and open the fridge to grab a water. My mind starts swirling wanting to seriously sit the girl down and talk with her, but the more I think about it the more my nerves appear. The more my body shakes and it's a little hard to breathe. And when I thought it couldn't get any worse I hear the girl come into the room. I pick up my head quickly and lock with her eyes. 

"Alycia we-" I pause seeing out of the corner of my eyes her holding her luggage. "What are-Are you leaving?" Alycia glances down to her bags and then glances back up locking our eyes. The nerves I held vanished and I swept over with a sadness that I honestly couldn't pin point as Alycia let go of her bags and walked over. A soft look poured over her face, mainly in her eyes as she stopped in front of me. I kept my body in the same position, not really wanting to turn to face her. But my eyes linger over and meet her's once more. 

"I just got a call...The need me to film of Fear sooner than I thought," she explained. 

"Is that what your manager called about? You were suppose to leave at 7?" I ask, reminding our car ride over her. Alycia nods her head and I slowly nod back tearing my eyes away. 

"Hey, I'll be back in a couple weeks-" I turn swiftly causing the brunette to stop speaking and I take a step back away from her. 

"I know...I'll see you in a couple weeks-" I pause a second clenching my jaw looking back and forth between her eyes. "Be safe, careful." 

"I always am..." Her voice trails off and I can see a sadness in her own eyes now and it pained me. I felt my heart tug a bit and my stomach turn. My eyes drop from Alycia's just as she turns and begins to walk back to her bags. I stay, clenching my jaw and shaking my head from side to side. When I hear her passing by to the door I quickly pick up my head and quickly make my way toward her grabbing her wrist and turning her around. Briefly I see her eyes go wide but I don't pay much attention as I cup her face in my hands and pull her close to me, gently. I place my lips upon her own and she doesn't even hesitate easing into the kiss. My eyes close hearing her drop her bags to the ground and backing up a bit. One of my hands drop from her face wrapping around her waist, guiding her up to the wall easily. I feel her back hit the wall and I gently tilt my head to the side feeling her lips, soft and pure deepen the kiss. 

It felt good finally being able to just kiss her. It was a desire I've been craving and with all these mix emotions she had to have been feeling it too. At least I hope...I mean she's kissing me now, isn't she? Slowly I feel her hands rise up my shirt and I flinch a bit but continue the kiss till I feel her hands on my chest gently pushing. I take this as a sign and pull my lips away, backing up almost instantly. My eyes pop open to be met with Alycia's. 

"I-I'm sorry," I whisper seeing tears form on the verge of her eyes. I drop my head and feel tears want to rise and slip out, but I don't allow it. 

"My um uber is here," Alycia speaks after a moment. I slowly nod and see, barely, her bend down and pick up her bags. I slowly lifted my head and took a step forward, beginning to reach out my hands. 

"I can help with-" 

"I got it," she said cutting me of briefly. But her voice wasn't angry. Her tone was soft, almost confused like. I slowly took a step back and crossed my arms over my chest, looking around swiftly before seeing Alycia nod at me and head for the door. There was no goodbye. No last words. She just headed to the door and walked out, closing the door behind her. And as I heard the door shut a low yet heavy sigh escapes from my lips. I drop my arms from my chest turning around and walking over to my bottle of water, but instead of picking it up and drinking it I take and throw it across the room. My eyes look down to the ground but my ears perk up hearing the water bottle hit the wall and I knew it had exploded. Another sigh escapes my lips as I turn my body and look to where the water bottle was seeing it spilled through the floor. I shake my head and lean my hands against the counter, dropping my head and closing my eyes with the word shit repeating itself in my head. 

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