Lost Pages & Forgotten Words

Early

It's early morning, another sleepless night,

I'm not in a dream, taking high in flight,

Instead I'm up thinking, you're on my mind,

You're always saying I'm far to kind.

The minutes are passing by, sun rise is soon,

With all these thoughts, I feel like a loony toon,

"Prison, My Family and Me" is what I'm watching,

Even in all these stories, there is so much loving.

Pointless information, I'm writing it down,

Just me trying to shift this frown,

You see, I do like you, believe it or not,

I'm feeling helpless, like a baby in a cot.

It's so late, wait, early, I'm making no sense,

At least I'm keeping all this in one tense,

You are on my mind, I'm over my head,

Constant thoughts, giving me dread.

I don't want to lose you, I want you in my arms,

Right here with me, safe, away from all harm,

Being able to kiss you, hold you, love you,

All my feelings for you, are nothing but true.

All them memories, we'll be able to make,

Maybe one were we fail in baking a cake,

Nights of take aways, films and holding each other tight,

I'll protect you, make sure there is no fright.

Doesn't it sound wonderful? We'll build it in time,

Surly feeling this way isn't a crime,

I'm not going to rush anything, I'm being a fool,

I understand that before anything happens there is some ground rules.

You are going through a lot, I'm not leaving your side,

Here through it all, never running to hide,

You are unsure of how you are feeling,

That's understandable, you need time for healing.

I will never pressure you or put you on the spot,

What happens will happen, we'll see what we've got,

One's things for certain, I'm confused as well,

I'm scared for the future, I want to yell!

My past has been tough, with regret I still ache,

Yet time has passed, along with my mistakes,

From loss of family, to loss of friends,

It's all one big heartache in the end.

But hey, as they say, growing up I guess this is,

Shame people are quick to judge, making a big tizz,

You have to ignore them people, focus on yourself,

'Cause I know things change, things that affect your health.

One day we'll be looking back thinking this was a lifetime ago,

Before we are buried six feet below.

Only time will tell if we ended up together,

Or if we went our separate ways into different types of weather.

That's all a bit deep, over the top and into the future,

All I care about now is you and our little adventure,

Focusing on is, getting closer and what not,

Just remember, all I have to win you over, is these three words "I like you"... It's all I've got.