Lost Pages & Forgotten Words

The Hardest Tragedy

Getting over you, is the hardest thing I'm going to do,

It's the last thing on my mind, that much is true.

I don't want to move on or find someone else,

The thought of it makes my heart melt.

Your hearts with another lad, far from mine,

Every time I see you now I have to pretend to be fine.

If what makes you happy, is thinking I am too,

Then that I'll be, for you, right on cue.

The thought of losing you, drives me crazy,

I'm so miserable, I'm doing nothing, I'm lazy.

Put a gun to my head, paint the walls with my dreams,

I'll be away from pain and confusion without a scream.

It's time to bury deep my feelings, six feet below,

I can't take this now, they overflow.

Thoughts all over the place, about to explode,

All I want to do now is hit the road.

I can't lose you, that's why I take the action I do,

Our friendship is more important, that is true.

I can't change the way things are, I've just got to cope,

That's why this is sad that I ended this with a rope.

They've found me now but it's far too late,

Sent to the hospital, my death recorded in date.

Little do they know of the cause of this,

It was to live forever in a dream and feel her kiss.

I'm now living the dream, we're together at last,

Sadly, the way it had to happen, is quite a contrast.

I can't change the way things were, I just learned to cope,

That's why it finally got to me and I hung from a rope.