TAMING THE PSYCHO (On-Going)

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(SCARED)

NAGISING AKO na masakit ang batok at nababalot ng kumot and buong katawan.. seriously ano ako!! Embutido?!!

At ang kaisa isang paraan na naisip ko para makawala dito ay gumulong, mabuti nalang at hindi ito nakatali, kaya lamang ay nagdirediretso ako ng paglagapak sa sahig...

"The heck!! Ang saket!!"
Hinimas himas ko ang likuran ko bago inilagay ang comforter sa higaan saka umayos ng tindig at nag-unat unat..

"Now, where's that guy who is now my Fiance."
Kunot noo akong napatingin sa kaliwang banda ko ng makitang bukas ang veranda at doon nagmumula ang malamig na simoy ng hangin.

I walked straight to the veranda and there I found my fiance who is currently looking at the moon, and I think he was in his deep thoughts. But, as his very good fiance I interfere with his daydreaming.

"It's late, why are you still awake?"
He looks straight into my eyes so I had to look away.

" Why do you care?"
I immediately rolled my eyes, I am not caring for him and I don't really care about him... I'm just you know...

My eyes dropped in his hand with a fresh wound, no! More like someone's bite.

" Why didn't you apply first aid to your wound?!"
I asked angrily and grab his hands to check his hands.

I inspect it and I think my teeth dug to deeply, shit!! Since when did i became a Dog..

But Matt pulled his hand away from me at walked away...

" Don't touch me."
Again I rolled my eyes.

" Wow! I just want to look in your hand which is wounded because of me, so let me have a look and I'll check it the avoid infections.."
I explained so he looked at me, but he just smirked at me...

"I love pain.."
Then he turn his back on me..

Tsk,. I really want to punch his face but how come I bite him?!!

And now he doesn't want me to cure his wounds!! It's super irritating!!

"What's with the fuss? And it's no big deal.."
Ani ko nalang saka naupo muli sa tagiliran ng kama, hinilot ang nananakit pa ring batok..

Nang biglang may malamig na bagay na dumampi doon kaya naman agad akong napatayo pero muli ring napaupo..

"What the-"

"Shhh.."
He hugged me from behind while touching my nape using an ice pack..

"You don't have to be these close!! And I can mend -"

"I said shut up!!"
May diing ani nito saakin kaya naman napatahimik nalang ako...

Why? Yesterday, he was the nice, sweet, and charming Matt... But now, he was cold, scary, and dangerous Matt.

What happened? Is this the real he, and just putting an act in front of everyone... I don't understand, why does he have to put an act in front of us if he can be what he is the true Matt..

Well, you can't really dictate someone unless you have powers. Well that's what I read in books and watch in movies. Hahaha

But suddenly I froze, because someone is kissing my nape and his hand is hugging me so tightly that I can't breathe properly so I struggle.

"What the hell!! Let go of me!!"
I fight will all my strength but he was stronger than me... The ice pack was no where to find and Matt was now holding both of my wrist to prevent me from fighting.. fuck these!!

"Ano ba!!Matt stop hmmm-"
He pervently kisses me without care, and pin me down in the headboard then grab my shirt..

" No Matt, please-"
But he didn't listen, he looks like a wild beast... A hungry beast..

"Mi preciosa jugueta..."
Then he tried to kiss me in my lips by avoided it...

"Never!! I will never going to let you do that!!"
His faces darken and choked me that's why I struggle...

" Bitch!! You are Mine!!! And you don't have the right to stop me!!"
He shouted.. he looks really different, and I don't know anything to do to stop him..

I can't breathe alright!! And I'm losing my hope right now..

"I'm.... Scared..."

A tear started to fall from my eyes as a struggle in my breathing..

" P-please... Matt- s-stop... Br-th"
Then tears didn't stop falling from my eyes.. and when I tried speaking my throat hurts like hell...

"C-Careen- I!!!"
He immediately release me.. so that's the sign that I need to catch some air..

Goodness...

"Look I- Careen..."
He look scared and in panicked while I was still catching some air..

" S-Sorry-"
Then he left me alone in these room...

Tears didn't stop falling from my eyes... Why? Why should I face these kind of torture!! It's not fucking fair!!

I cry and cry until i have no more tears left to cry.. then suddenly my phone ring...

"R-RS...."
I answered the call and a long silence was heard... Until RS broke it...

"It's okay... Your gonna be okay.."
Then silently, my tears fall again

I never felt so weak in my entire life... Cause all my life, i was the one who always look strong and dependable.. but now... Right now..

"Rest okay-"

"Am i weak? Did I do anything t-to make m-me feel t-these fucking way!! RS p-please tell me am I-I-"

"Your strong enough to kill a hundred of people using their mental behavior... RR you are not weak always put that in your mind okay.."

Tumango lang ako at umiyak lang muli ng umiyak hanggang sa kumalma na ako...

"Are you alright now?"

"Y-Yes... Kinda."

"Then rest, you need it.. tommorow I'll talk to you again okay.."

Tumango ako saka nagpaalam na sa kanya...

She's always like that, actually all of them.. staying with one another when facing a dilemma..

Pinatong ko ang cellphone sa lamesa saka nahiga na sa kama, kumuha ng damit sa cabinet ni Matt kahit pa nga hindi pa ako nagpapaalam...

Siya naman ang may kasalanan kung bakit nasira ang damit ko eh, ang sakit pa ng leeg, batok at mata ko.

Humilata nalang ako sa kama saka binalot ang sarili ko ng comforter... After all, from now on this will going to be my COMFORTer and my shield from that pervert...

God please give me strength and courage to face tommorow...

A tear feel again from my eyes before I finally fall in to sleep...

-KUTINGTINGERA-