Color Blind

Nod Ya Head

I stood by the tree throwing up everything my stomach had to offer as momma rubbed my back.

"I's swear Vannah, ya go have pleny'o slaves babies, if'in you n Trey keep goin, how ya goin" Even though my throat was burning and my lips was dry, I couldn't help but laugh at momma. Trey was gonna be so happy when I told him about the baby, our baby. Mama passed me the pail to drink some water and soothe my throat. Once I felt okay to move I went back to me and Treys shack. I went to Rivers makeshift and picked him up kissing his forehead and tiny pink lips.

"Who deen gon and made ha lil boy a big bruda, I did" I laughed softly as i covered his face in small kisses. I heard the door open and Trey walked in looking pissed.

"Baby, ya okay" He looked at me for a moment and slowly nodded his head. I watched as he walked over to me kissed my forehead and then my little boys.

"Uh Vannah" I looked up at him and saw he looked very stressed out. I just smiled at him and kissed his lips.

"It's kay baby, u tell me anythang" He bit his bottom lip and hugged us to his body.

"I done it fo ya Vannah, fo you and River, misses was go tak em, you won neva see him gain, so I use what I hav ta, now misses getting round and.................." I frowned not understanding what he was saying, why was misses getting round, what did he do for us.

"So I hear ha sayin da war ova, Mister comin home, but she on't know bout Johnny boy, he missin Vannah" He gave me too much information and I sadly was not able to process it as quickly as I would have liked.

"We's free, we gots ta get out here, Mister git here, find his wife wit a baby in ha, he go kill me" I shook my head, confused. Why would it matter if Mister found out Misses was pregnant, why would he kill Trey?

"Ya, undastan what Is sayin to ya Vannah" I shook my head no and placed a sleeping River in his makeshift before turning to Trey. My hear hurt a small bit before I looked at Trey.

"Why mister go kills ya, if misses wit child" Trey narrowed his eyes at me for a moment and sighed.

"Cause da baby mine Vannah" I felt like my heart stopped, I didn't understand, maybe Misses was like Percy.

"She rape ya" Trey slowly shook his head no and I gripped the side of my thighs tightly.

"Ya fuck her, ya fuck dat ole whit dusty bitch, deen cums home and fucks me too, you cum in her same as me, and now we both with babies" Treys eyes lit up as he ran to me and touched my stomach.

"Ya, ya pregnant Vannah" i pushed him away from me as tears flew down my eyes.

"Ya fucked Misses, why Trey, why ya do it" He frowned as he gripped my hands tightly in his and pulled me towards him.

"I done it fa ya Vannah, so she on't take River away from ya" I pulled my hands out of his and walked over to the bed to sit down. My heart hurt something terrible right now, and I saw myself doing very bad things to Trey.