Repressed (Wattys 2014 Winner)

Chapter 35

He walked towards me, the moment he was close to me, I ripped open his shirt. I ran my hands down his rippled chest, kissing it and licking upwards to his neck, “Is this what you like? Huh?” I teased. I grabbed a tie that was flung carelessly on the table and without permission tied his wrists together. He struggled against the knots but he couldn’t set himself free, “Milla, untie me.”

“No. Weren’t you supposed to leave for Dublin?” I pushed him onto a couch that was kept at the side, he sat down and I climbed over him, straddling him. He stared up at me, his icy eyes trying to make sense of what I was doing, “I am leaving in an hour.”

“You know what? If you want to fuck, especially during office hours, you will fuck me. Not that, Dahlia.” I spat. I knew my words had no meaning considering I was leaving for good tomorrow, but I had to leave my mark. I nibbled at his earlobe, he moaned, “Milla.” I kissed his neck, tenderly biting that spot that made him tingle and shudder. I went down to his pectorals and abs, kissing the hard muscle and biting softly. I kissed along a tiny happy trail that went down into the waist of his trousers.

I undid the belt buckle and pulled the belt out of the loops. I threw that to the other side of the room. I told Adrian to keep his wrists above his head. I smacked his chest hard, “Up!” I ordered. I gestured for him to lift up his hips. He did as he was told and I slid his trousers along with his boxers down, to his ankles. He had a raging erection. I smiled to myself.

He wouldn’t see what was coming next. I bent down and kissed the tip of his member. Then I got up and walked to the door, Adrian’s voice was frantic, “Baby, what are you doing?”

“Teaching you a lesson.” I said as I opened the door and left it wide open for everybody to see as I walked out of the office. Adrian called out my name, I ignored him and walked towards his assistant, “I think he might need some help.” She quickly got on her feet and walked towards the cabin, once inside she let out a loud scream.

I smiled to myself and took the elevator to the ground floor.

***

I entered the apartment in silence. Not wanting to hear, or see or speak. Adrian had told the security of the building that he had left Dublin and that he wouldn’t be coming till tomorrow. Well, after that incident who would want to see me? I laughed.

I walked to the kitchen and began to make stir fry with rice for dinner. After I was done, I sat on the couch and turned on the TV. There was nothing for me to do. The bangles hit the plate as I ate. I felt as if the bangles were burning. The betrayal was unbelievable. To fall down to this? I never thought he would. Adrian had left his laptop here so I signed on to my account and logged on Facebook. There was nothing except for models talking about the shows they had attended, designers talking about the latest collection, and other blubbering rubbish for which I could barely care. I clicked on my messages and sent Hellenia one message: You here?

Her reply came: Tomorrow. Si.

I logged off immediately before Hellenia could say anything. I knew that Adrian might have hackers or whatever he had back in the office keeping track of me, so I decided not to take a risk.

***

I had gone to sleep at eleven at night, only to wake up at nine in the morning. Adrian’s bags weren’t here, which meant that he, himself wasn’t her and that, to be honest, was a relief. I didn’t want to face him or see him. Nothing.

He was disgusting and if his betrayal was anything to go by, he was repulsive.

Hellenia would be here today, I smiled to myself. I couldn’t wait.

I took off my clothes as I walked to the bathroom and took a long bath, the hot water sliding down my skin, unknotting the tense muscles and just in general the feeling of peace, due to being left alone for once. I squeezed some of Adrian’s Bulgari shower gel onto my hand and rubbed it, the strong masculine scent was heady and sexy. I loved it, but not the owner of it.

After I was done, I padded back into the bedroom in my underwear, pulled on a sundress with gladiator heels and aviators. My hair was wet, so I decided to let it air dry, instead of harming it by blow drying. I took some cash out of Adrian’s stash and put it into my purse and I headed out.

***

I glanced at my watch, eleven o’clock. Hellenia should be here by now. I walked into the hotel and took the elevator to my previous suite. As the elevator rose, my heart beats became frantic. Reality began to set in. I, truly was escaping, just like the last time. I felt nothing more than pity for Adrian who’d have to deal with my runaway antics again. But oh well, you can never keep what isn’t yours, right?

Right.

I jabbed the door’s bell, it immediately opened, as a happy looking Hellenia came into view.