Zac's POV
"So what should we do next? A movie? Maybe go to a nice restaurant?" Maa asked breaking the hug.
"I am sorry I can't. You all continue please." angel said
"Why?" Dad asked
"Well yesterday I didn't go home at all and today I just ran in and out. So I promised mom I will have dinner with her and as it is she is alone, dad left for Tahiti yesterday" angel said
"Or we can all spent some quality time together" maa suggested. Angel wanted to contradict but maa was persistent so she had to give up.
Maa got busy persuing Teressa while dad went for some meeting. While I and angel headed to my room.
"You okay?" Angel asked
"Except for feeling like trash about my behavior really nice" I said
"You didn't know but I never supported you behaving like that.......We are humans we make mistakes we get a chance to correct it we seize it and never commit the same mistakes again. If it's not perfect it's not the end" angel said and put her head on my shoulder.
"Thank you for being here" I said sincerely
"Thank you for letting me be here" angel said and kissed me.
"So! What should we do now?" Angel asked
"Anything you want princess" I said tucking a loose strand of her hair
"Let's watch something" she said and switched on the tv
"What do you want to watch? Vampire diaries? Friends? The big Bang theory? Or a movie but what should be the genre?" Angel asked surfing through Netflix
"Whatever you want. I haven't seen any" I said reluctantly
"Excuse me?" Angel asked shocked
"I am sorry we can't date" angel said putting the remote down
"Hey don't be like that. We have to start somewhere" I said making a puppy face
"Fine we will start with the best show ever FRIENDS" angel said switching the lights off and settling beside me.
She was so excited. She knew each and every line by heart. I mean everything from the pauses to the hand movements.
That's when it hit be like an earthquake I love this woman. Fuck I actually do. The way she was laughing, and her eyes were focused on the tv, the way she took glances at me.
It's not been long since we have been dating how can I love someone so fast. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I don't know what to do. Whom should I talk to? How should I explain to someone how I feel? Now I can't even look at her. What if she doesn't love me back and breaks up with me? No no no I can't tell her.
Soon maa called us that Teressa had arrived. We went down and everything was a blur because I couldn't focus on anything else.
Without having my dinner properly I left saying I was not feeling well. After some time angel came up to check on me but I pretended to fall asleep. I don't know why I am ignoring her but I didn't want to face her.
Sometime later Angel texted me:
I have reached home.
Call me when you feel well
I don't know what went wrong.
I was joking about breaking up with you.
I am sorry
Please don't be mad.
How the fuck should I tell her I am not mad and my stupid ass just realised I love her.
I didn't know what to do. So my impulsive self decided to smoke after a year.
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Scared to love
RomansaI kept on moving back and he kept walking closer till my back touched the lockers. He trapped me in between his huge hands and I closed my eyes facing away "Why are you so scared of me?" he said in his amazingly husky voice. "Well if you keep on hi...
