Scared to love

The best night ever

            Akira's POV

I was a bit disappointed with Noah. So I decided I would talk to him before I confess my feelings to Zac.

"Hey! If you want we could go to our favourite restaurant" Noah suggested. I didn't reject it so I could talk to him alone.

"Hey! Noah and I are going to eat. So he will drop me okay? You go home Samantha and Sheldon are leaving today right?" I said to Zac. It was evident from his face he was hurt. But I had to talk to Noah.

I quickly kissed him but he didn't respond. I knew he was mad but when I tell him everything we will be better than ever.

In the car Noah tried to make small talk with me but I cut him off. Soon we reached Mazi our favourite restaurant.

"What do you want to eat?" Noah asked

"I don't want to eat. Listen-" he interrupted me

"It's not an option you have to" he said

"Order whatever you like" I said a bit rudely. I really wanted to get done with this.

"Listen Noah I know we have a history. We know each other since forever. We dated and we were really happy. The moment you left everything changed I know it was not your fault. But I was miserable. I even got admitted to the hospital. I was going to a therapist and everything was a mess. I became a walking talking dead body. That's until Zac came in my life. From the very first day I feel differently about him. I was unsure about all this but now i know what I want Noah. I love Zac and I will do anything to make him happy." I said in one breath

"Why are you telling me this then?" Noah said in a scary cold voice

"I am sorry if I am hurting your feelings Noah. But I think you know why I am telling you all this. Stop acting like we are dating Noah because we are not." I said

"So what should I do forget about your existence?" Noah had already become the Noah everyone feared

"If that's what you want to do you can. I have learnt to live without you and I don't want to learn to live without Zac" I sighed. Noah closed his eyes and inhaled sharply.

"I am sorry. You are right. But we can be friends right?" Noah said he was absolutely calm now.

"Yeah ofcourse" I said and hugged him.

My phone buzzed so I picked it up. The notification read:
15 messages from Zac

Hey love
I love you soooooooo much
Why don't you love me back?
Do you love Noah?
I am sad
A
N
G
E
L
Love me like you do
La la la
La la la
Reply
You can't ignore me

This was unlike Zac so I texted back

Are you drunk?

You care?(Zac)
Lol(Zac)

"Noah could we please pack the food. There's a bit of a... situation. Can you drop me at Zac's" I was panicking.

We quickly packed the food and it took quite some time to reach his house. I ran inside.

I knew his parents were not home so a house help opened the door

"Where is Zac?" I asked panting

"At the bar" the lady said

I went towards the bar and saw Zac passed out on the floor. I quickly sprinkled water all over his face and after I called his name for the 100th time he opened his eyes.

"Look.....ech.....it's........ech.......you......ech.........how......ech.......was......ech...your ......ech.......date?" He said actually tried to say

"It was not a date" I carefully put his head on the floor and was about to stand up to call someone to pick him up when Zac held my hand.

"Don't leave me don't leave me" he kept on mumbling. After reassuring him. I got help. After much trouble we successfully reached his room.

I quickly went to the kitchen and made him a drink to make him sober.
He was so reluctant. I forcefully shoved the drink down his throat. But then also he was not completely sober. So I decided to take him to the washroom.

With all my strength I dragged him to stand in the shower and turned the switch.

"Ahhhh why are you doing this" he said in a shaky voice

"To make you sober" I said

After a few minutes when I believed that almost all the alcohol was out of his system I handed him the towel.

He just had a towel wrapped around his torso. He was looking so hot. He then changed into a t-shirt and shorts

"Now sleep" I said

"But I want to talk." He said making a puppy face

"Oh believe me we will. But first you need to sleep" I said and to my surprise he obeyed

After a few hours he woke up. I already texted mom that I will be staying over.

"Hey!" He said lowering his head

"Hey" I said

"I am sorry. I was..... I don't know I mean you and Noah are so perfect and I....it's like I am coming in between your love story" Noah said his voice dripping with sadness

"I went to the restaurant with Noah to tell him to back off. I didn't like the way he made you feel. I have told you this before and I am telling you again Noah is my past and you are my present" I moved closer to him with every word.

"I love you Zac Sinclair" I cupped his face

"You what?" Zac gasped

"I love you. I love you so so much. I called you on the day of my accident to tell you this. I choose you." I said and kissed him

The kiss was beautiful to say the least. We were kissing like our life depends on it. Zac swiftly rolled on top of me and continued kissing me.

"If we don't stop now-" I interrupted him

"I don't want you to stop" I said reassuringly

"Are you sure?" Zac asked

"Yes" I said.

(Disclaimer: 1. Adult content ahead if you don't read it you won't miss anything. It ends with ********
2. I can't write erotic shit well. If you expect something super graphic and stuff you are gonna be highly disappointed)

I held my hand up in the air and Zac swiftly pulled out my top still kissing me. He quickly removed his shirt while I got rid of my jeans. In no time I was completely naked.

"You are beautiful" Zac said noticing me getting concious.

He started sucking on my neck and collar bone. I moaned loudly. My body was filled with pleasure.

He kissed my breasts while my moans got louder. He was slowly reaching the spot. He kissed the spot and body was quick to respond

"Fuck I don't have a condom" realisation hit Zac

"I have PCOD I am on birth control pills" I reassured

He didn't take time to enter me. It hurt at the beginning but then pleasure hit me.

"I love you! Good night" Zac crawled back beside me after I cleaned up

"I love you too" I said putting my head on his chest

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Zac was still asleep when I woke up. I wrapped the sheets around me and went to the washroom taking a t-shirt from his closet to hide my hickeys.

Zac was still asleep when I came back. So I was tried to silently crawl back beside him.

"Good morning love" Zac said

"Good morning" I smiled

"Thank you" Zac said pulling me closer

"For?" I put my head on his chest

"The best night ever" he said and I giggled.
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