Sacrifice

And that's why it hurt so so much

Harry

In the group:

HAZZA🎀 : I love him, I love him so so so much

HAZZA🎀 : I can not lose him again!

I could only think of the time Simon forced us to be apart for so many years. I found my love so quickly with Louis but Simon did't think we should't be together in One Direction so he split us. I lost him and he then he was with Eleanor. 

Louis always said he did't love her but I know he actually liked her for a long time. I lost him that time again. I tried to move on but whenI heard Louis' name or when I saw a picture of him and Eleanor I realized I could't move on.

PAYNO: I can try to talk to him

It feels like Liam can fix me and Louis. He always knows what we would do when we were in 1D so I believe in him. I can talk to Niall , it felt like we grew apart before but now that we have all started talking again I have talked more with Niall as well. Which I love. Narry!

HAZZA🎀 : Please! I can not lose him

Then we did't wrote more in the group because Liam talking to Louis and I wrote to Niall. I hope Liam can fix so Louis forgive me.

Louis

I had gone to bed and cried. I could't eat the breakfast Harry had made me before so I put it in the fridge. I can be eaten later. I lay there in my and Harry's bed and cry in Harry's pillow because I wanted him by my side but his pillow was all I could get.

 I left the group and put my phone on the side.

After I had cried for 20 minutes, my phone rang. I did't want to check who it was but I did it anyway because deep down I knew we had to fix this

PAYNE LIAM: Louis?

PAYNE LIAM: Harry is sorry for what he has done.

PAYNE LIAM: He just want to talk to you

I started to cry again because what Liam wrote about Harry. I just want to go back in time and do so this would never have happened.

PAYNE LIAM: Louis? Please answer

PAYNE LIAM: He loves you so much

I loved him too!

LOUIS🔫 : I know!

LOUIS🔫 : And that's why it hurt so so much

We both loved each other but no one knew how to show it anymore.

LOUIS🔫 : But I can't see him with her shen it's me he is married to 

I know he thought it was hard when I was with Elounor and that's exactly how I feel right now

LOUIS🔫 : I just want to be with him and kiss him. But I can't

I missed when we watched movies in the evenings and he fell asleep in my arms and then I kissed on the head and always said "I love you to the moon and back". We have't done that in almost 5 months now and I want to kiss his head more than anything else and say the words to him, but i can't.

LOUIS🔫 : It feels like I'm lossing him, again

I lost him when Simon forced us not to be together in the X-factor. But he did it twice. He forced me to be with Eleanor and he still to it sometimes. 

LOUIS🔫 : And I hate that feeling because I love him

I started to cry even harder now. I really need my Hazza back because I miss him so much.

LOUIS🔫 : Liam! I love him so much!

I think I've never cried so much in my whole life as I do now