Sacrifice

Why can't you stay? Stay with me?

Earlier

Louis pov

Just when I had written to Harry, Simon had written and I was nauseous just thinking about what he wanted

(Simon is the unknow number #2)

Simon: You and Harry are done?

Of course it was about Harry and me. He was the reason I had to go to LA. He's the reason I could't fight for me and Harry anymore. I want to fight but everything that is happening right now is dragging me down.

If it's one who should be at the bottom, Simon should be there  because he's the one who makes everyone feel bad while he sits there in his office and laughs at us.

Louis: I think so. You plan with Olivia seemsed to work for him

We all know that it was Simon who put all this together with Jeff and they did it just so Harry and I would not be together. We're married, but they still want Harry to be with Olivia.

Louis: He chooses her

But now it has happened that Simon has won and Harry chose her. She with the blonde hair. She even has children. Harry loves children and has always wanted them. She has given him everything he wants in life. 

Everything I could't give him

SImon: Good, now come to LA and we will put an end to this

I knew that his goal was to get me out of the picture completely and how do you do that? 

Well, you make a person feel so bad that you want to die. Which Simon had succeeded in doing

Today

Harry pov

I knew you should't drive and write to Louis at the same time but right now I don't care. I have to get to the airport before Louis leave. I'm trying to get Louis to stay but he's stubborn. He wants to work because I have made him feel so bad that he does't want to stay.

"Louis don't go" I kept saying to myself as I drove way too fast but all to save Louis. I knew Simon, Jeff and Olivia had planned this and I hate myself for falling into their trap.

If only everything had been normal, we would probably have been lying on the sofa at home and cuddling. What I love most about doing with Louis. I'm really trying to think that Louis would stay and then we could go home. I just want him to stay. With me

But there's one thing in my head all the time. He wrote that he wanted to come home but that he could't. I don't understand. If he does't want to do this, he does't have to. We can solve our problems anyway because that's how we always do. Of course I understand why Louis avoids all this and just wants to disappear, but I wish he could just tell me about everything that happens in LA once he goes there. All I have come to the conclusion is that Simon has something to do with him and LA

Hazza💕: You can't say you don't want to leave and then leave

Hazza💕:Why can't you stay? Stay with me?

I did't know if he would answer again but I really hoped he would.

Lou💙: Because you chose her

"I would never choose her over you," I whispered to my phone. That he thinks I want Olivia instead of Louis is sad. I'm married to Louis for many reasons but it's all because I love him more than anything in the whole world. I could never find anyone better than my little Louis. Just thinking about him makes me get butterflies but right now I just want to save him.

I started writing that I would never choose her when he writes again

Lou💙Simon he.. he..

Simon? I knew Simon had something to do with all this but what? Louis seems to want to tell but I feel that he wrote that in a panic and has now regretted it.

Hazza💕: Louis, what do Simon have to do with this?

Lou💙: Nothing! Simon is out of the picture and you know it Harry!

As I thought. Louis happened to write in a panic and now I know that Simon has something to do with this even though Louis does't really want me to find out about it. I have to write to Liam and Niall later and tell them. We can 't leave Louis like this.

Wondering how Louis is doing right now. I would think he is scared while he was sad that he should leave.

Hazza💕: But you said Simon he he... He has done something and I want you to tell me what

I really don't want to pressure Louis to tell me what Simon has to do with everything, but if we are goning to put an end to all of this, I must find out. I have to nag to get an answer but I also know that Louis will get angry at himself and then he will give it out to me.

Lou💙: Harry drop it!

Lou💙: I have to go

I hate when he gets mad at himself because nothing is really Louis' fault. Everything's Simon's fault, but Louis does't see it. He sees that everything is his fault. That I'm with Olivia he thinks is his fault just because he's not good enough or that she has children. Sure I want children but I want them with Louis. He has to start believing in himself, but I know how difficult it can be.

Just then I had completely lost concentration on the road and when I look up it is several cars in front of me that are completely still.

"Damn it"

How could I get to the airport fast now? Louis can go at any time and I don't know about it. I decided to write to Niall and Liam to tell me everything that Louis just wrote to me. They may have an idea or can write to Louis.

 I just want him to come home with me.