Harry
I'm not a perfect person, I have feelings that no one seems to understand that I have, I like things, I don't like things and I have opinions.
Louis has always been the person who has understood these things. It's just that he's not here now so I can say everything but I'm alone. Alone with my thoughts and my scars.
Niall was right about that I ran away from my problems and I hated myself for not realizing this before. I could have been at home with Louis right now and talked about my feelings and he could also say what he felt but no. I ran away and now everyone must know that we are fighting.
I heard my phone made a noise and I assumed it was Niall.
NIALLER😂: Harry?
NIALLER😂: Are you okej?
No I was not okay and I hated to admit that I was not feeling well. I don't really want to show myself weak to anyone because then they will think that I am a loser and that I should't t feel bad because I had money.
HAZZA🎀 : I hate myself
HAZZA🎀 : You are right
HAZZA🎀: I understand why Louis does't want to be with me. I'm just leaving when we fighting and I come back and we fight again.
I've never been so honest. The last time I was this honest was probably when I told Louis that I loved him for the first time
NIALLER😂: But you love each other. You have to talk.
I knew it but I did't know how. Louis and I love each other but we haven't talked in months.
HAZZA🎀: I know! I have completely ignored him because I have had to be with Olivia and it has meant that we never talked to each other about thing.
NIALLER😂: Then talk to him!
HAZZA🎀: How? I don't know how to talk to him anymore
There was the full truth again
NIALLER😂: Talk to him like you have always done. Think about the time you first spoke to him. Think about the first time you saw him. The first time you looked him in the eyes and said you loved him and you would never leave him.
I love Niall for many things but right now he's saying everything I really need to get start think about. I have to talk to Louis and if I don't know how to do it, you can't have a relationship either. I can't be married and then say you can't talk to Louis
HAZZA🎀: He probably does't want to talk to me
HAZZA🎀:He does't love me anymore
I loved him more than he knew but I did't know if he felt the same.
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Sacrifice
Fanfiction⚠TW: Shooting and drugs⚠️ Louis and Harry is fighting but they happen to fight in the group where Niall and Liam also is in. Louis left the group but come back. But then more trouble was made. Louis is goging to LA! But Niall sacrifices himself and...
