Sacrifice

WE MUST TALK TO HARRY!

Liam

Sure I've seen Louis and Harry fight before but this was something new. They may not have argued but it was difficult to know if they were sad or angry with each other. Louis is angry and sad that Harry is with Olivia all the time. I can actually understand Louis and that it might be wrong of Harry to leave Louis out. But I think Louis does't think that he had to do that with Eleanor before.

Louis has talked a lot about Harry never being home and that he misses him but I did't think there was much he wrote in the group.

Then I think Simon has something to do with Harry not being allowed to be with Louis. He always manages to get a small place in all this.

Louis is probably completely broken at his and Harry's house. I did't know what to do because I did't want it to end like the last time Louis left because they had a fight . I also did't know if Niall wrote anything with Harry but I felt that the two of us needed to write with Louis privately.

PAYNO: We're worried about you

I did't know if Niall would write anything but I wanted him to be there for Louis.

NIALLER😂: Louis are you okej?

Good he was there for Louis right now. Right now, everything's Harry's wrong. He was the one who made the mistake before.

PAYNO: Harry can solve this and then apologize.

If I was mad at Harry? No actually not but I think he could have done it different than taking Olivia's side when he knows Louis not feeling well.

I just hope he will read this and realize that everything will be fine.

Loubear🔝: I did't think he loved her

Louis is completely broken. We all know that Oliva and Harry are not together and that Harry does't have eyes for her but I can understand Louis believe it. But it's all about how Harry is against Olivia. 

He defends her

Loubear🔝: But apparently she's more important then me.

Louis pov: 

I want to hide. I don't know why I answered Liam. I just wanted to go but at the same time I don't want to. It feels like everything is starting to get clear to me. 

Harry's with Olivia and me? 

What should I do? 

Waiting to be with Harry for 2 hours every day? 

I don't think it is something to live for.

Nialler😂: Louis you know he was trying to go home.

That is the only thing I know. I knew how he wanted to get home but he was not home so he had not tried. He has sent several texts that he wants to come home. I will not believe it until he lies in our bed and hugs me.

Loubear🔝: Yes I heard that but he should try harder if he really wanted to go home.

I don't know why I'm so mad at Harry. I have done all this with Eleanor but I think the pain it's new to me. When I was with her, Harry and I talked more while now I might have just soon out of it.

 But sometimes I also have to feel bad. But the worst thing about feeling bad is that everything old comes back too. Especially with mom.

Everything is just so hard right now and I'm thinking of going there. Because I know that this time I may not come back. This time maybe I'm coming home to Mom instead. 

But will I make it? Harry will surely care but if I disappear ..... but then he still has Olivia. My thoughts flew around in my head. I only heard one thing and I also wrote it down on the phone.

I also knew they would try to stop me but I will not go back, go back to this life. They will have to tear me out of my clothes if they want the happy and loving Louis back again.

Loubear🔝: I'm going to LA, Bye!

(Loubear🔝 left the group)

Now there is no turning back. I took out my suitcase and everything that I need. I also took the photo that stood there, a photo of me and Harry on Harrys birthday . My favorite photo.

I did't know what the guys are doing  but I knew they think I'm doing completely wrong right now.

Niall pov:

PAYNO:No Louis!

NIALLER😂: You can't do that Louis

I did 't know why Louis is going to LA but I don't think he should go. I want him to stay and then we can solve everything with Harry.

LIAM BEAN! : We have to tell Harry!

What has Harry got to do with Louis going to La? I thought they were not talking to each other.

NI🍻: No! He got his chonce

Harry could have fixed it but he was on Olivia's side. He may be my best friend, but this time I'm going to be on Louis' side.

LIAM BEAN!: Niall do you remember what happened last time Louis went to LA?

To be honest, no. 

But I tried to think back because it was something important. If Liam had't mentioned it so many times, there would probably have been something with simon but now ....

NI🍻: WE MUST TALK TO HARRY!

Louis can not go to LA he will not come back.

I remember that time everything happened and Louis had come home again. Harry was so overprotective that not even Liam and I were allowed to come home to them. But I also remember what Louis said that night. 

"If I ever go to LA again because of a fight I will not come back in any way"