Sacrifice

Lou I can explain

Louis pov:

I decided to answer the only thing I got my fingers to write

LOUBEAR🔝: Haz I love you so much ! And I know you are going ot fix this

I want to believe that Harry will fix this and I'm trying to persuade myself that he will actually fix it. But he has said "I will fix this" before and sometimes he does't fix the things he promised. But I trust Harry with all my heart.

Even if he hurts and is not with me

PAYNO: Sorry, but we have a problem

Wondering what Liam means?

Harry pov:

Wondering what kind of problem Liam means? 

He could't have figured out that I was with Olivia?

 Of course I do not want to be with her but I can not go, go home to Louis. My Louis

Niall pov:

I really hope Liam had not found out that Louis was with Olivia right now. Louis and Harry already had a lot of problems, so if Liam had found out, things would not have gotten better right away.

LOUBEAR🔝: WHAT?

HAZZA🎀: WHAT?

NIALLER😂WHAT?

Harry pov:

We all wrote the same thing because no one seems to know what kind of problem Liams had.

PAYNO: I think Harry is with Olivia right now

No, this was exactly what I did't want to happen. 

How would I tell this to Louis? 

He may have known I was here with Olivia but that does't mean I'm forgiven. I would just hurt him more. I had promised to fix this and then I'm still with her.

HAZZA🎀: Lou I can explain

LOUBEAR🔝: Haz is this true?

HAZZA🎀: Yes..

I hated admitting this to Louis because I knew he could not forgive me for it

LOUBEAR🔝: So you say sorry but you're still with her. I can not believe that. How can I trust you? Do you even want to fix this?

Things really weren't better now. But I could't be angry at Liam for saying this either. Right now, I just want all the lies to come out. Louis and I should't have secrets from each other if we are to be able to solve all our problems and I understood that right now.

HAZZA🎀: Of course I want! I want nothing more then to be with you

I knew Louis might not be able to trust me right now but I wanted him to remember that I did't want to leave him and that I really trying to fix this. But things is just going backwards for me right now.

LOUBEAR🔝:Then why are you not here, with me. In our home?

Our home

Where I just want to be and live my life. 

My life I want to live. 

Right now I'm living someone else's life. 

I live a fake life because I don't do what I want to do.

I was sitting and crying in front of Oliva right now. She had come into the living room and seen me crying. She had tried to say that everything will be fine but all this is her fault.

"Please Olivia let me go home"

"Harry I can't" I hate that she says those words. I want to go home to Louis and hug him but she's keeping me here.

"Why can I not go home? What is so important that I have to stay here when I have hurt Louis and he is sitting at home thinking about going?"

"Harry, it's not me who decides that and you know it. I have see you cry for almost an hour and I have tried to get you to go home but they tell you to stay. They also say we have to have dinner out tonight"

"NO! I want to go home!" I shouted at Olivia. I do not want to go out to dinner I want to go home to Louis

"HARRY JUST UNDERSTAND! YOU CAN'T GO HOME!"

She was now screaming at me and I felt the tears begin to come again. There really was no way home right now. I had no choice but to tell Louis this.

HAZZA🎀: Because I'm trying to fix this. I'm talking to Olivia but she says I have to be with her and that we're going out tonight for dinner so we all think we're still together

I hated everyone right now because the two of us could not be together

LOUBEAR🔝: Harry.....

Why could we not just be ourselves. Why should everyone get involved in what we should do and what we do. All this because we are both guys who love each other. 

What's wrong with that? 

There are two people who love each other but apparently it does't work that way in the world of music. There you should be in love with a girl who also likes music and everyone should know who she is. There should be no privacy if you are a celebrity. Everyone should think about everything you do and especially who you love. 

Why could I not just be me one day without someone seeing me or telling someone how I was?

I just wannt to be me

I want to show who I really love

But I can't