Sacrifice

Harry, Louis is unstable

Niall

We can't lose Louis. He's the most important person in the whole band and I know Harry would never be able to forgive himself if we lost Louis to Simon again. Harry was the only one who could save Louis and he needs to know how much he means to all of us.

 I was the one who had to say that Louis would go to LA to Harry and that's the hardest thing I need to do. I did not know how to write it because I'm angry at Harry but at the same time I do not want to destroy Larry.

NIALLER😂: HARRY!

Please answer, please answer!

NIALLER😂:Louis going to LA!

The minutes passed and he neither saw or wrote back. Soon everything would be late and Harry would blame everything on himself and Louis would end up on the other side. What was not allowed to happen might happen soon and Liam and I could't help more than we have already done.

"Harry answers your fucking phone otherwise I do not know how we will survive this" I knew that shouting at my phone would not make Harry answer faster but he have to answer now!  

I was scared. I'll admit it. What if we lose Louis today or tomorrow? I would not be able to forgive myself either. I want to do so much for Louis because he has done so much for me. He is my best friend. I can not lose him!

HAZZA🎀: No he can't do that!

He answered! He actually answered! Okay now he has to save our best friend before the time is out.

HAZZA🎀: I still can not forgive myself from when he was there for the first time

No one could let what happened to Louis that time happen again. He almost died that night and no one still knows how he ended up there and that's why I want to save him before it's to late.

Four years ago

Harry

My life is so boring! I have nothing to do unless Louis is home. 

He's not home so I have absolutely nothing to do.

 I could write music but they would only be about Louis because I miss him and Adore you still torment him. It's not my fault that he became a fish. It was he who joked one day that he swam around in me and after that he became a fish.

I had cleaned the whole house which took too long and Louis would probably not even notice it when he got home but I had nothing else to do. Niall is with his beloved girlfriend and Liam is away. 

Me? 

I'm standing and  watching a black TV.

Louis called yesterday morning before he was going to meet someone and talk about his new song and I have not heard anything since  then. He's just busy with his third album and I'm happy for him. Just then my phone rings and I fly on it because I knew it was Louis.

Unknown number

I still answered if it was Louis or something important

Police:Is this Harry Styles?

Harry: Who is this?

It was definitely not Lois so I needed to ask so there were no fans who had got my number

Police:This is the LA police chef. Louis Tomlinson has been in a car accident and is in the hospital. He was also very high when he drive.

NO! no no no no no no no. It can't happen.

 Not Louis

 He could't have done that. This is a dream, I'm dreaming everything.

 But I never wake up.

 I just want to wake up but I'm already awake. 

My panic grows in the chest that Louis is dead more and more and everything that comes in response to what the police said was:

Harry: NO!

Harry: I'm taking the first plane there.

I threw on my jacket while tears began to flow down on my cheeks. Louis is in hospital in La while I'm in London in our home and thought he was just busy. Why did I not go with him? Why am I not in LA?

POLICE: Harry, Louis is unstable

Harry: Will he make it?

Please say yes, please!

POLICE: I'm sorry but I don't know

The gas went down harder and I threw the phone in the back seat. Tears welled down my face and I knew I might not even make it. I have no plane tickets and I also don't know when the next flight will go to LA. 

Everything can be to late when I come to LA and everything will be my fault. What if he does't survive. What should I do then? I can't live without Louis' blue eyes, his kisses and abslout not without his heart beating against my chest while we sleep. 

He's my other half

LA

"He will survive Harry"

Today

HAZZA🎀: Niall I can't risk losing him

HAZZA🎀: He managed last time but this time I don't know

NIALLER😂: You are the only one who can save him. You have to hurry before he gets on the plane

It felt like the first time Louis was in LA, but now I might actually have time to save him. I jumped in my car and the gas was completely down and I probably drove way too fast.

I had no time to lose and if I do not have time ....

Then I do not know what to do