Niall I hate this!

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HARRY

I wrote to Niall immediately after we stopped talking in the group. I know Louis did't mean to write in the 1D group but I'm glad he did. I think the guys can help us because otherwise Louis and I would have just stopped talking and I probably would't have found out everything he had written either.

HAZZA🎀 : Do you think he will answer Liam?

NIALLER🤣: I don't now Harry

NIALLER🤣: Louis maybe want to be alone

I hated when Louis wanted to be alone because it meant someone or something had hurt him. Right now it was me who had hurt him.

HAZZA🎀 : I know and I hate it

HAZZA🎀 : I'm the reason he wants to be alone. I just want to hug him and tell him how much i love him.

When I think about it, I had't said "I love you" to Louis for a long time. I may have written it sometimes but I had't said it. I hated myself more and more for every second right now.

NIALLER🤣 : Why don't you do that then?

Because i'm sceard

HAZZA🎀 :Because I have to be with Olivia

HAZZA🎀 : I fought with Louis and now I have to be with Olivia so that no one will suspect anything and everyone should think we are together.

I really wanted to cry right now but Olivia is here and I don't feel like crying in front of her.

NIALLER🤣 : Hazza I don't know what to do?

Neither do I and I hate it

HAZZA🎀 : Niall I hate this!

NIALLER🤣 : Does Louis know you're with her now?

Of course he knows. I always leave Louis and go to Olivia's house because that is what I have to do. Jeff has said that. As soon as I'm not with Louis or working, I have to be with Olivia.

HAZZA🎀 : No, or I don't know. I left him and never said where I was going but he may have an idea that I'm with her.

Yes, I lied to Niall but that's just because I don't want them to know everything about my and Louis' arguments.

NIALLER🤣 : Harry?

HAZZA🎀 : Yes Niall?

NIALLER🤣 : You have to stop running away from Louis

HAZZA🎀 : I don't do that

NIALLER🤣 : YES YOU DO

I stared at Niall's text and realized that what he wrote was 100% true. 

I realized that now.

I always ran away from my problems with Louis and that's why I hurt him over and over again.

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