Sacrifice

Harry how about I fall asleep in your arms?

Louis pov:

I know no one would like me if I leave but I don't feel like I have no choice.
I want to leave myself

HAZZA🎀: Louis she's telling the truth

I could't believe it. I can't believe he wrote that. He takes her side. After all these years and all the times he has said "I love you Louis", he takes her side.

BOUBEAR🔝: So you take her side?

BOUBEAR🔝: I thouge you were on my, Niall and Liam's side.

Harry pov:

I'm really trying to play cool while writing in the group, but it's almost impossible. I just want to write a long bible about how much I really want to go home and that I never will  tak Oliva's side. But I can't. 

It feels like I'm really is about to lose Louis to them

OLIVIA: Louis, Harry sitting and crying and has asked me to let him go home for an hour soon

"Olivia can you please stop?" She really sat across from me and wrote that. Yes I had been sitting and crying since I came here and Louis had probably also cried since I left him a few hours ago

BOUBEAR🔝: Why don't you just let hom go home?

If I only knew it myself

"Olivia please" 

OLIVIA: Harry has already said that. I can't. We're going out to dinner tonight. I guess he will sleep here too.

She's not talking to me. She sits and writes in our group as if she has been in it since it was created. But that's not how it should be. Olivia is never going to be a part of this group and no one wants to hear her comments either.

I knew I would probably fall asleep here but that's the last thing I want right now. I want to fall asleep in Louis' arms or he falls asleep in mine. I just want to be with him and no one else.

HAZZA🎀: Olivia....

She does't want to talk to me, I don't want to talk to her.

BOUBEAR🔝: Harry how about I fall asleep in your arms?

It broke me.

I had promised him that I would come home, I had promised him that he would fall asleep in my arms and I let him down. That was all I absolutely did't wanted to do.

"You can't Harry and you know it too" Olivia said angry to me.

HAZZA🎀: Another day Louis. I promise

^BOUBEAR🔝 left the group^

I lose him so fast I hate myself for it

PAYNO: Harry this is too much even for you

NIALLER😂: You know Louis misses you but you do nothing. I thought you would fix this?

I knew I had't only betrayed Louis but I had betrayed Liam and Niall as well. I just wanted to fix everything but everything become just worse.

^Olivia left the group^

Finally

HAZZA🎀: I will fix it!

But I did't know how

NILLER😂: I don't even believe in it anymore.

PAYNO: Neither do I.

I no longer knew how to fix this. Imagine if I had just listened to Louis this morning and realized what an idiot I really am.