I'm okej Hazza

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When I finally arrived at the airport, I parked the car and ran inside. I knew Louis was going to La but where was he? I wrote to him again that he would stay and if he answered I would know that his flight had not yet left

H: Louis please stay

I have been writing the same things for almost two hours but I really want Louis to know how I feel and something in me says that he will stay if I write all the time. It maybe makes him know how much I still want him!

H: It feels like everything is my fault. Everything is my fault!

L: No everything is Simon's fault

H: Louis you have to tell me what Simon has done!

He writes about Simon all the time but I know nothing about what he had done to Louis so I can not help him and that's the worst! I just want him to say what Simon have done and we can go and talk to Simon together.

L: Everything is Oliva's and Simon's fault!

H: I know you're mad at me and Olivia but what does she have to do with Simon?

Maybe Oliva lied to me before. I'm so dumb, of course she lied to me. Why would not she let me go when I said Louis would go. I hate her!

H: Louis you have to tell me what's going on! Because I don't know where you are and I hate it

L: I'm okej Hazza

I'm okay. Those are the words I do not want to hear right now. Because I know he is not okay. He's everything but okay. He feels guilt, anger and I know he wants to stop but he waits. He waits until he "feels good" from drugs and then he can do it.

H: Please come home

H: Louis

"No no no"

H: Please Louis!

"Please answer!"

H :I can't lose you

He does not answer and it worries me that he had gone.

H: Please tell me!

H: I will love you no matter what you have done!

L: Hazza I have loved you and i will not come home. I have to fix this

"I love you to, just stay" I whispered to myself

H: Louis what are you going to fix?

L: BYE!

"Fuck" I do not know what to do. What if he's on the plane now? What if he actually does it?He cannot do it. 

What should I do then?
My whole life Louis.
I cannot lose him!

"Excuse me? Aren't you Harry Styles? "

Good! Fans now too. How do I explain this to everyone? This will be out on the internet in just a few minutes.

" Oh. Yeah"

"You should probably go to Louis because your flight take of in five minutes"

Louis is still here. 

I thanked the girl quickly before I started running. 

Louis was still here and I could make him stay here!

 Everything just hung on the time

"Louis just please stay"



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