FEELINGS - sairat

Feelings -2

After a lot of bickering chavan kandan has left the hospital including their favorite pakhi as they can't say in the hospital and according to rules they need his wife to get any consent if needed. Sai was sitting on the couch staring outside of the window where virat was admiring his wife. He sees how tired her face is. He had noticed that lifeless eyes which once used to twinkle with happiness. Her bright smile was no where to be found she smiled when ever she talked to him but that was not her usual smile which brightens his whole day. He so wanted to talk to her about everything and clear them but didn't know how to start the conversation, seeing her so lost sent daggers to his heart when ever he sees those lifeless eyes his heart clenched looking at his love all alone fighting to be important and respected. Suddenly nurse enters the room after knocking the door with a food tray asking him to have his meal and take the medications. Seeing the nurse sai comes near the bed and tells her she will give him the medications. She made him sit straight and  started feeding him without talking. Seeing her behave mature, silent made him realize how stupid he was to ask her to change herself and behave more mature. He recalled all their moments where she was happily laughing and it has been days since he heard her beautiful laugh he wanted her to be happy.  She finished feeding him and removed the tray, Coming out of his thoughts he started talking
Virat: sai
Sai: jee
Virat: tumne khana kaya
Sai: me bhad kha lungi virat sir muje abhi bhuk nahi hai says with a small smile
Virat: seeing her neglecting her health was making him more worried about her and remembers what happened last time when she was in such trauma, he didn't want her to go into depression or take such drastic step he can't bear it if anything happened to her. He gently holds her hands before she could walk away and made her sit on the bed before him
Sai: kya hua sir sai asked looking at him
Virat: I am sorry sai
Sai didn't answer anything she just looks down at their hands she knows where this conversation is going and she has no strength to talk about that she was drained physically, mentally and emotionally. Seeing her not responding to him he sighs and continues
Virat: me janta hu tume bhohut hurt kiya, tumhara trust thoda I am sorry sai, muje us waqt kuch samj me nahi ah raha tha me tumse apne dil ki bhat khena chata tha aur tume ese tai ki shadi karvadi bhina muje kuch bhataye me bhohut hurt hua ki tumne meri feelings ko importance nahi diya aur muje apni tai ki shaadi nahi dekhne mila mera hak mujse chin liya
Listening to this sai looks up into his face and realizes that what he was telling was true, listening to others  she had hurt the most important person of her life after aaba he is the only one stood by her.
Sai: I am sorry sir  mere paas koi explanation bhi nahi hai, pulkit sir aur aai ne mana kiya aur me man gayi galti meri hai par muje laga ki ap meri bhat par vishwas bhi nahi karenge aur kidnapping ke bhad muje kuch suja hi nahi tho mene ey sab kar diya.
Virat: kidnap??
Sai tells him everything that happened during his absence and starts looking down after he finished
Sai: muje nahi pata ki ap meri vishwas karenge ya nahi par yahi sach hai jo muje phele bhata dena chahiye tha
Virat get the biggest shock after listening to this and thinks mere tai ki khusi ke liye itna sab kuch kiya isne aur mene use gar de nikal diya. Lifts her face holding her chin and looks into her eyes and say
Virat: thank you sai meri tai ke liye itna kuch karne ke liye mene aj tak unke dhuk nahi dekh paya
Sai: wo meri bhi tho tai hai nah ap ne hamara rishta thod diya par mere unke sath jo dil ka rishta hai wo kabhi nahi tutega she says smiling for real this time thinking about her Devi tai's face.
Virat panics seeing her talk about their relation like it is no more he has told her he doesn't want anything but that was in anger he doesn't mean anything and seeing her believing that and thought of her going away brought tears to his eyes
Virat: sai mene jo bhi kaha gusse me kaha haa janta hu bhohut kuch bhol diya par mene kabhi hamara rishta nahi todna chaha aur nahi chahta hu mere liye  ey meri life ka sabse kubsurat rishta hai jo me zindagi bar nibana chata hu
Sai was about to say something when he places a finger on her lips making her silent
Virat: aj please meri puri bhat sunlo, jab tum kis aur ladke ke sath bhat karti ho tho muje bhohut gussa ata, jealousy hoti hai ey dekh kar ki tum kisi aur ke sath bhi itna free ho kar bhat kar rahi ho aur has rahi ho. Acha nahi lagata muje. Kaam se ghar ata hu tab sirf tume dunta rehta hu, tumse bhat karne ke liye, tum hare hath se khana khane ke liye aur jab mujse dur chali gayi muje hamara karma bhilkul acha nahi laga itna shanti thi room me ki muje gutan hone lagi. Tum meri family ho sai jaise me tumhara family hu tum bhi meri liye bhohut important sirf is liye nahi ki tum meri zimedari ho par is liye kuyiki me tumse pyar karta hu.
He stops just looks at her expression she is happy and confused with eyes glistening tears and love.
Virat: aisa kyu dekh rahi ho sach bata raha hu aur ise phele tum mujse pakhi ki bare me pucho wo sirf aur sirf meri bhabi hai dost bhi nahi. Muje laga samrat ke missing hone ke bhad uski life barbad hone ka zimedar me hu aur muje use aur hurt nahi karna chahiye isi chakkar me tume hurt kiya insecure kar diya. Tume lagta hai nah ki agar tum pakhi se kuch kaha tho me gussa Karunga
Sai nods her head cutely and says ap hamesha unika side lete hai aur wo bhi muje dikhati rehti hai ki ap unse kabhi naraz nahi rehenge aur hamara rishta sirf ek deal hai.
Listening to this virat now understands what all happened and how ignorant He was to his surroundings he never understood why sai behaved that way or why her mood suddenly changes after pakhi comes into their room unannounced. He thinks how had he given so much freedom to pakhi that she never once knocked on their door and entered room when ever she wants without thinking about the time.
Virat wipes the tears form her face and says I am sorry age se aisa kuch nahi hoga nahi wo tume kuch kahegi nahi hamare rishtke ko deal bholegi . Kya tum muje kabhi maf kar paogi
Sai: maf tho mene apko kar diya virat sir jab muje pata chal Gaya ki ap mere liye kitne important ho
Listening to this virat smirks
Virat: kitne important sai
Sai still emotional answers: aaba jitna important hai and realizes what she said and closes her mouth with her hands, virat feels elated listening to her answers and laughs seeing her expressions and hugs her tight saying
Virat: I love you sai
Sai: I love you too saying this she hugs him back and virat kisses her forehead. She asks ab kya?
Virat: ab kya matlab he asks jokingly
Sai: virat sir she says irritated
Virat: acha theek hai baba batata hu hum dono aai aur Shivani bua  ke sath kahi aur shift ho jayege jab tak sab tume accept nahi kar leta muje roz roz ke drama nahi chahiye life mai.
Sai: acha tho kya chahiye apko life me
Virat with a smirk says: love, romance , masti aur tumhare nakre
Sai: haaw mene apko nakre kab dikahaya
Virat: haawww ey batao ki kab nahi dikahaya
Sai pouts listening to his making him kiss her pout
Leaving a blushing sai  to hides her face in his chest making him laugh at her antics.

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I don't like drama but I don't know why I wanted them to have this open hearted conversation about their hurt and insecurities to develop their trust

Let me know how was it.