the hardest thing to watch
is see someone you love
love someone else
i know right now i'm not my best self
i've been doing yoga
writing my thoughts down
but life simply isn't the same
when you're not around
paint a smile on my face
but my feelings
remain the same
you can try
to change your mind
but the heart
decides for you
it wants what it wants
and i'm stuck -
loving you
should i send a song?
walk away?
write a letter?
shut my mouth?
wait it out?
confess?
i know you don't feel the same
but still my heart
aches for change
and seeing you
in the same room
different hair
different face
but to me
you'll always be the same
known you since eighth grade
moving on
i try, i cry
through the months
i feel the same
i see your name in the stars
a hollow space fills my heart
i feel your soul in it
parts of you never left
along with the bittersweet memories
i wonder
did you ever feel the same?
want to tell me something
you'd think would become a regret?
ever think about me
when staring at the ceiling
in the comfort of your bed?
make impulsive thoughts
run through your head?
we could've been something special
i waited.
had to make the move
but you moved away
checkmate
left me bruised
and the days are changing
along with the weather
and they start to get warmer
it was hard
but at least now
it doesn't break my heart
when i look into your eyes
YOU ARE READING
it always goes back to you (Poetry Collection)
Poesie~ Poetry Collection ~ Genre: Anthology, Poetry, Love & Relationships A collection of poetry that explores different perspectives of the beauty, pain and bittersweet game of love. It also focuses on lovebird relationships, unrequited love, toxic, co...
