MIHRIŞAH SULTAN ✔️

12th Chapter

- Alexandra, you did great job. Now I need to make plan how to get rid of Farya, because I don't want her in Istanbul. - Kosem said to me after I told her what I have heard about Farya.

- I'm not Alexandra anymore, Sultana. Sultan gave me new name, Mihrişah. - I said to her proudly with a smile. I liked my new name a lot, and I knew I mean very much to Murad when he gave me special new name.

- I knew you will do very well, Mihrişah. You got into the heart of my lion. But I want you to stay loyal to me. I sent you to him, and if you make me angry, I can easily send another woman to him. - Kosem said to me. I knew I shouldn't catch up with her. I will let her think I am loyal to her, but only person I will be loyal to is only me.

- I will be loyal to you, Sultana. I hope you won't even need to question my loyality. - I said to her with a fake smile, but inside myself I didn't want another women to be sent to Murad.

I left her chambers and went to Harem. I haven't slept two nights in the row on harem mattress and it was so beautiful while I was sleeping in Sultan's chambers and his big bed.

I didn't want to return to sleep here. I knew I had already high hopes and wishes, but I didn't want to be here anymore.

- So you are woman because of which my children are angry because their father is not visiting them? - Ayse Sultana asked me in front of whole Harem angrily.

- Yes, I am Mihrişah. Sultan's new  favourite. - I said to her with a smile. I couldn’t stand people who are yelling on me, I loved to make fun of them when they do it. I learned to act like that my whole life, and no one can stop me.

- I didn't ask you what your name was. I don't care. You are again the new one, but don't worry. He will forget about you. I am mother of his two children and I am pregnant. Hopefully we will get one more Şehzade and successor to the throne. - she said with her head raised proudly. I didn't know she was pregnant.

I tried not to react, but it felt weird to me, like somebody hurted me, when I found out Murad is waiting for a child with another woman.

- You think he will forget on me the same way he forgot about you? - I said to her arrogantly just the way she behaved towards me. I won't allow her to act like this to me.

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You should better take care of your words, you can't act like this in front of first wife of Sultan Murad. You need to behave properly. - she yelled on me. Ayse was really annoyed by my words. She measured me for the whole time looking at me with disgust. I could only imagine how she asked herself in her head how could Sultan be with me instead of her. But I knew I was better than her.

Three weeks have passed. I have spent every night with Murad and he fell in love with me. I wanted to convert on Islam to become a Muslim. I wanted to believe in what he believes.

My decision made him love me even more. I could see Ayse was jealous of me and she tried to get rid of me whenever she had a chance, but she couldn't. Because Murad was crazy for me.

Murad moved me to favourite's wing. I had my own room which I would usually share with another Murad's concubine, but this time he had no other favourites. It was just me. And I would do whatever is possible to stay it only like this.

Today it was Thursday. I wanted to see Murad. I started loving that man most in the world. I never felt so loved like I felt when I was in his presence. I never had an opportunity to feel that kind of love. And I never loved someone like I loved him.