- Who is this woman? - I yelled on Haci-aga when harem aghas started moving things into my chambers. One concubine came there and she was looking at me weirdly.
- Mihrişah Hatub, this is new favourite of Sultan Murad. Her name is Elena. - Haci said to me while that girl was walking around the favourite's room.
I couldn't believe while I am preganant for few months already he decides he wants to have another woman and move her into my chambers.
- Out of all rooms in this Palace you had to send her here near me? - I asked Haci as I was so angry I could explode at the moment.
- This is favourite's rooms. You two will be sharing a room. I don't want any conflicts here. - Haci said trying to make the athmosphere better, but it was impossible.
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- You thought that Sultan Murad will forget about other women because he is with you? You were really wrong. - Elena said sarcastically as she sat on her bed which was at opposite side of mine's. She wasnt even five minutes in this room and I already couldn't stand her.
- Kosem Sultana personally sent me to dance for Sultan Murad. Then, he chosed to spend night with me. He chosed myself alone. - she said trying to provocate me as hardest as she could.
- I don't care about you, you will leave this room. I won't be here with you. - I said to her seriously. I was really angry on Murad how he could do it, but I was also mad on Kosem who sent her.
- Only reason why I might leave this room is if I get my own chambers. - Elena said and laughed.
I left the chambers as I couldn't stand her anymore. I couldn’t believe how Murad could do something like this to me. I really trusted him. I really thought I was important to him.
- Mihrişah Hatun, Sultan wants to meet you in Gardens now. - Lalezar Kalfa said to me as she saw me in Harem. Why would he even want to see me now?
- Tell him I can't. I won't go. - I said to her as I was really in a bad mood and I didn't want to see him now after he spent a night with another woman.
- Hatun, come on, he wants to see you. How can you decline Sultan? What I am supposed to tell him? - Lalezar asked me.
- Tell him I don't feel fine. - I said and walked away. I had more important jobs as I had to talk with Kosem.
Haci opened doors of her chambers and he tried to signalise me not to talk with her about what happened in my room, but I will do whatever I want.
- Mihrişah, do you want to talk with me? - Kosem asked me as she didnt except to see me in her chambers now.
- I do, Sultana. We have talked about this. You promised me you won't send another women to Murad. - I said to her.
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- I sent her to dance to him. Murad alone chosed to spend night with her. I didn't break my promise. - Kosem said seriously to me. I could see she is shocked by my words to her.
- I don't want to share the room with her. I don't want to see that woman close to me, especially not in the same room. - I said to her as I was at egde of the tears. I was stable person always, but things like this I couldn't hand.
- You are both of his favourites now, there is nothing we can change now. You should better take care of the child you are carrying. - Kosem said to me calmly.
- If you want it to be like that, then maybe Elena can inform you about whatever Sultan will talk about. Because I sure won't if the things stay same as they are now. - I said to her and I made her angry.
- How can you talk like this to me? How you dare to do it? - Kosem yelled on me.
- I didn't mean anything bad, Sultana. I wanted to tell you that if you don't do anything to remove Elena from my eyes, I will remove her alone. If you won't help me, maybe you should then trust her and send her to inform you, because I won't if the things will be like this. - I said to her, or to better say it, I threated her. I knew she loved me and she trusted me.
- I will do whatever I can. Return to your room now. And don't upset me about those things. - Kosem said and looked away.
- Mihrişah, Sultan wants to see you immediatley. You need to come with me. - Lalezar said to me as she seemed really upset.
- I won't. Tell him that. I won't go there. I don't care. - I said to her and walked away. I was furious and hurt. But at that moment, someone took my arm.
- Mihrişah, don't act like this now. Come with me. - Murad said as he was standing behind my back. I turned to him and looked at him, and my eyes could tell him how I feel.
I didn't want to fight with him in front of whole Harem so I went together with him in his Chambers.
- What happened to you? Why don't you want to see me now? What have I done wrong to you? - Murad asked me and putted his hands on my arms. He seemed really worried for me.
- Elena happened. - I said to him and didn't even look at him. I looked at another side with sad expression of my face.
- Mihrişah, you know I love only you. - Murad said as he came closer to me, but I still didn't want to look at him.
- If you would love me there is no other woman you would even look at, but you sleeped with another woman while I am pregnant. - I said to him as my eyes filled with tears.
- That is my duty as a Sultan. Those are rules which exist for centuries. - he said trying to comfort me, but he couldn't.
- I don't care for the rules. No one forced you to do that, you chosed that alone. And you sent her to share the same room as me. You have no idea how much you hurted me. - I said to him and stepped back. Tears were going down my face as I couldn't stand this pain. Obviously I was wrong when I believed him.
- You shouldn't stress now, you know it's bad for your baby. - Murad looked at me sadly and tried to come closer to me, but I was going away from him.
- You don't know how you hurted me by your actions, Murad. I really believed you that there is no other woman for you. I believed that you really love me. But that was all lie. - I barely could say to him from crying.
- I love you with my whole life Mihrişah. You don't understand how it's to me when I am Sultan and I have all those rules I have to respect. I don't care for Elena and I don't want to see her any time again. I would do whatever to make you happy. - he said as he putted his hands on my cheeks and looked at me deeply in my eyes.
- If you would do whatever to make me happy, then send her away from palace. - I said to him.
