Three months have passed since Murad banished me to the Old Palace. Since that day, he didn't even ask for me or call for me. He didn't even write me letter. He didn't allow me to saw my children, and that was the worst thing that happened to me.
Excatly after three months, I gave birth. This time it was hardest time of giving birth, because I gave birth to triplets.
I knew Murad will come to see his children, even though I didn't want him to do it.
Nurse gave me into my hands my beautiful triplets. Three beautiful Sultana. Three beautiful girls.
At that moment, Murad walked into my chambers with biggest smile possible on his face when he saw the triplets.
" Mihrişah, you made me happiest man on this world." he said as he took one of the triplets in his hands, but I continued to admire beauty of our babies instead of answering him.
" Are you fine? Was birth exhausting to you?" Murad asked as he sat next to me, but I just nodded affirmatevly to him instead of answering, which I could see made him nervous already.
He took the first one of the triplets which was covered in pink blanket.
" Your name is Mahpeyker." he whispered into her ear and gave her back to me.
He took another of the triplets which was in purple blanket and took her into his hands.
" Your name is Mihrimah." he whispered into her ear and gave her back to me.
And he took the third of the triplets which was covered in light pink blanket and took her into his hands.
" Your name is Mahinever." he whispered into her ear and gave her back into my hands.
Servants putted them in golden cribs which were standing next to my bed in ambulance and I couldn't stop admiring beauty of my three beautiful Sultanas.
" How do you feel, my love? " Murad asked me as he took my hand into his and tried to kissed it, but I just removed my hand and continued to sit on the bed without caring for him.
" Why do you act like this, Mihrişah?" he asked me and I couldn't believe how he acts like nothing happened. He banished me for three months and now he thinks he can call me his love.
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" Why do you act like this to me now when you banished me for three months and separated me from my children? Why do you call me love now when you didn't answer on any of my letters? Why do you act like you care now when you accused me on the things I have never done." I said to him agressively while my eyes were filled with tears.
I was happy to see him, because at the end I still loved him, but his behaviour made me crazy. How could he change his opinion so quickly.
" I may have done mistake. I know my mother made a trap for you. I wanted you to learn the lesson until you give birth and now you will return with me to the Palace." Murad said to me and gave me a smile.
His smile really told me that he is sorry for everything, but I wouldn't overcome that so easily. He will must show me for real that he is sorry.
" What lesson you learned me when you separated me from my children? Maybe you should gave lesson to your mother." I said to him and didn't want to look at him anymore.
" I can't punish my mother." Murad quickly said.
" You are Sultan of the whole world but you are still afraid of your mother?" I said to him in distrust.
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" You have been in really good relations with my mother and you know alone yourself what is she capable of doing. I am not stupid not to know she has people who are supporting her and that she wants to remove me from the throne to put Ibrahim on the throne. " Murad said and I couldn't believe man like him is afraid of Kosem.
" And if you don't do something you know that she will remove you from the throne, and you still do nothing about that?" I said to him.
" She won't do that. She doesn't have enough power." Murad said and looked at another way.
" Are you sure about that?" I asked him and raised my head.
" What do you mean with that?" he asked me confusedly. He know that I know something he doesn't know. But I didn't know if this was the right moment to reveal it.
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" You must get rid of your enemies before they get rid of you. I don't know why you trust Kemankes so much, when he is obviously at the side of your mother." I said to him and touched his hand.
This wasn't the suitable moment for him to find out the real truth. He will find it out when he excepts it the least.
" I am sorry for everything I have done, Mihrişah. I know this is all my fault. I know I shouldn't have separated you from children and from me. I can't explain to you how bad I felt during this whole time." Murad said and looked at me sadly.
This was rare moment to see Sultan Murad, Sultan of the whole world being sad. But he deserved to be sad.
" I will see if I will be able to forgive you about this. You hurted me a lot." I said to him and looked at another way. He deserved to suffer a bit.
" Mihrişah, please, return to Palace. I can't live without you anymore. I want our whole family to be together. Selim, Suleyman and Mehmed are so sad without their mother." he said to me and my heart broke at the mention of my children being sad.
" I will return if you promise me one thing Murad." I said to him and looked at him seriously.
" I will do whatever you want, just to return with me." Murad said and took my hand into his.
" I don't want you ever again. Ever again. To be with any woman from Harem or outside the Harem. I don't want to see any woman close to your chambers." I said to him.
" Your wish is my order." Murad said and kissed forehead gently.
