Don't Be Afraid BxB

13. Who Am I?

Allot of drama in this chapter. Comment for the next chapter <3 i love you all who read :') I always cry when I write about Jay, he's based off my real brother :c I miss him. This chapter is so bad, but I hope you enjoy it :') <3 comment ideas?

Alex P.O.V

It's been a few days, all is good. Phoenix and Jake are now close friends, weird I know. "Phoenix, baby", I shook him for the millionth time. It was already day he needed to get up. I'm not sure if he's okay, he just looks limp in my arms. "Touch me, you die", he growled out into my shoulder. Well, at least he's alive. "Hun. Get up, sleepy head", a soft laugh escaped my lips. "Sleeping", he growled once again. I had no choice but to force him, I asked him nicely didn't I? My legs swung over the side of the bed, the cold breeze making me shiver. My arms wrapped themselves around his waist lifting him up into my arms.

"What you listening to?", I mumbled. We caught the school bus, taking the backseats. He was propped up against me. "Slipknot", he smiled happily. Of course, he's obsessed. He thinks Corey's voice is perfect. "Cut, cut, cut me up. Fuck, fuck, fuck me up!", metal blasted into my ear as he pushed an earbud through. "Have you ever seen them live?", I questioned. I wanted to take him out on a date, maybe a concert would be an awesome thing to experience with him. "Once, it was the best day ever", he got all excited. He's going to be talking about it all day isn't he?

"It was in this huge ass arena, I twisted my ankle running to get to the front. There was fire going off everywhere, they were going crazy on stage. Sid jumped into the crowd and I touched his arm as he crowed surfed. Joey did his drum solo as the drum stand went around in different angles. A massive mosh pit broke out right behind me but it was awesome! They played Spit It Out, we all crouched down and it was like a riot. Emily got sucked into the mosh put and I didn't see her for the rest of the night. A few metal heads got kicked out for head banging at the drinks bar. I found there bus after the show and I saw Corey, he sighed my phone case", he smiled

He was squealing and bouncing around. "Next time there on tour, we're going", I pecked his lips. I felt him smile against my mouth, making me press down. "I love you", he smiled at me. His cheeks were tinted pink, I loved how he wasn't embarrassed about blushing around me. He just carried on smiling, letting me tease him. "I love you too", my arms pulled him into a tight hug as the bus stopped. He followed after me, making sure to hold onto my hand. I guess i'm slightly over protective. I dropped him off as his locker, giving him a kiss goodbye.

Phoenix P.O.V

I was in an awesome mood. Me and Alex at a Slipknot show, I grinned to myself. I placed my backpack into my locker with a slight shove. "Hey", I heard a male voice from behind me. "Hi Jake", I sent him a friendly smile, still not used to the fact that we're friends. "How was the beach?", he pulled me into a quick hug as he stepped apart. "Oh god, well first I met Emily's boyfriend. He was nice, then Emily got me drunk. Apparently I was running after his butt and telling Alex about how big his dick was", I shook my head in disbelief.

"Get some", he winked playfully. "He wishes", I grinned back as we headed to Theory class. He took a hold of my wrist, I snapped my attention up to him. "Lets have some fun", he smirked pulling me along to the staff room. He's the biggest rebel known to man, but I went along with his troublesome games. "Can I help you?", Mr Bread asked. He looked extremely pissed off. "Me and Phoenix were asked to get some forms from the records room", Jake smiled innocently.

"Hm, as Phoenix is here.. I'll believe you this time", he stepped aside as Jake sent me a sly grin. I don't know why we were going to the records room, but I was curious to see my grades. Once we stepped into the little room, full of cabinets. He went snooping as I searched for my name. "Peter, Phoebe, Phoenix Emerald", I grinned holding up my folder. It looked slightly full as I slipped it into my back pack I decided to keep on. I was stealing my files, I didn't even feel guilty.