Death is not the end

10. Talk

Lexa's POV

I tryed to hurry up to get to my tent where Clarke waited for me but every time I was about to leave someone called me back.

Just as I was about to leave someone came running up to me and told me that they have captured two more of the people that fell from the sky.

"Sha(yes)release them and send them to the tent where they put Octavia. Give Octavia the order to explain to them what happened and that it was a misunderstanding. I will meet with them after i sort out an issue now if you excuse me I have something to do." I walked away before the girl could continue. I made Clarke wait long enough I know how impatient she can get. Damn I missed her and her beautiful blue ocean like eyes.

I get to the tent and dismiss the extra guards that I had placed there. Some of my people weren't part of when the 100 had come down the first time so some would want to harm her I can't have that.

I entered the tent and I can't see her. I walked further into the tent worried that she had escaped when I noticed a particular blond lying on the bed fast asleep. The trip must have tireded her out. I needed to speak with her but she looked so peaceful I didn't want to wake her up. I stared a little longer than intended. She moved on her side and I looked away. Lucky she didn't wake up but I had to keep myself busy until she woke.

I turned around and headed to the table where we had maps placed out of the area that would be trukru. I had to make sure that the maps where correct and that we could find everything we needed within the area. Those included such things as water, food, shelter and stuff like that. I walked outside and headed to the gaurds that would usually deliver my mail an ordered one to deliver the maps to Becca pemheada.

I came back into the tent and saw Clarke still asleep I so badly wanted to join her but I didn't  want to intrude. I knew she might not mind but deep down I had regret and doubt. What if she had moved on and was in another relationship or what if she doesn't feel the same way anymore.

One thing that I didn't get was how after all these years did she survive. Becca had told us that we had been asleep for years. How did Clarke mange to stay alive and not age a bit. I was staring down at the maps on my table when I heard the beautiful blonde move around. Though I thought she went back to sleep.

"What you doing" the sound of the blonde made me jump and I turned around slowly. Not because I thought she would harm me but I was afraid it wasn't true. I was so ready for her to wake up but didn't know what I was going to say to her after all these years. Well in my case it's only been a few months maybe a year or two but for her it could be a whole life time.

The more I tired to say something the more I felt my words get lost in my throat and a big lump form there. The blonde I thought I had lost was right in front of me and all I could do was stand and stare at her. It has been so long I just wanted to take in her beauty and look at her before...

"I am sorry..." she looked over to the bed and drew me out of my thoughts. She was now standing. "I got tired and...well..."

"Clarke..."

"I didn't mean to..." she was still the same.

"Clarke it's fine" she finally looked up at me and I stepped closer. My feet were moving automatically I had absolutely no control over them. Next thing I knew I was standing a few centimeters away from her. My heart rate picked up and it felt as if I couldn't breathe. We just stood there looking at each other saying nothing but nothing had to be said that moment.

I notice how her mood changed and tears started to form in her eyes. "I thought that I lost you" she said as she came in for a hug. She was now full on crying and I felt bad. Bad that I was the cause of this pain to her. "I thought I lost y..."

"Shh" I huge her back. I get my eyes start to tear I never really realised how much I missed her even in this short period of time, the thought of her been dead killed me how could I no how did I live on without her. "I am here" I said trying to comfort her.

Her eyes finally met mine and she just looked at me. After a while she finally pulls away and looks back at me.

"How are you alive" that kinda hurt did she not want me to be alive.

"No lexa that's not what I meant..." I think she could see the confusion on my face and I didn't blame her. If I were in her shoes I would probably be asking the same question she is. "It's just I saw you die in my arms and I, I just want to know..."

"Clarke it's fine" we sat down at the table and I told her everything from when I was in the flame to me waking up here and what Titus did. After that she told me how she had survived in a way it was similar to my story. We then drifted from that topic and spoke about random things we lost track of time.

"Heda" someone was in front of the tent

"Enter" I got up and put my hands behind my back waiting for the person to enter.

"Heda" he bowed. He didn't continue he just started at Clarke and I could see her start to get a bit uncomfortable.

"What  is it Argstus"

"Excuse me Heda but the skykru  want to know when you will meet with them and Becca send a messenger to ask about the people that fell from the sky."

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So lexa and Clarke finally having a conversation...well I wouldn't say conversation 💭💬🗯 but anygay.

I didn't know what to name this chapter tho so I just went with talk. ᕕ🤪ᕗ

What do you think of this chapter. Next POV is probably Raven then Clarke or Raven then Madi it all depends.

Anygays 😊

Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment  unless you have something negative to say tho your consrictive criticism is appreciated 😊