Death is not the end

13.What

Clarke's POV

"No"

"What do you mean no Lexa" Lexa is pissing me off why was she refusing. Indra and I had come to discuss the plans on evacuating when Lexa said no the first time I sent Indra away to talk to her more privately.

"Clarke I am not leaving an running away" Lexa said through her teeth."I will be abandoning my people."

I couldn't process what was happening fast enough. I needed time to think to have space and just breathe. It seems everytime things start to look up something fucks it up and it doesn't take it's time doing so...we need a break. I just got Lexa back and found out that not only Lexa but about 200 other people where put in this pod thing that she needs help opening, then there is that Raven woke up Madi without asking me, my mom is worried about Kane not to mention the radiation that would soon hit and I...i am just loosing it.

"What happened to life should be about..."lexa said. Could she like be...
"Look Clarke if you want to go by all means go but I am not abandoning my people."At that moment my heart shattered. Did she want me to leave? Did she not want me here? Does she still feel the same about me? All the possible question that you could think of popped into my head the bad outwaying the good.

I lost it I can't loose her not again I don't care if she wanted to come or not. I wouldn't survive this again and having the thought that the fact that she is choosing this and she could change it if she wanted to just pissed me off more and I couldn't  help the tears falling from my face.

As much as I wanted to grip her face and kiss her I didn't. I had missed her and the fact that she has...well was playing on my mind all the time is just overwhelming. I don't want to argue with her but one way or another she is going to come with up whether she wants to or not.

TW‼️🔚
SMUT warning ⚠🚩

"Lexa...I can't loose you...not again..." before I could finish I felt her lips connecting with mine. The kiss was sweet and long, though when we had pulled away from each other's lips my lips immediately craved her lips to mine again and before she could say something I connected our lips once more.

This time the kiss was different it was more lustful and full of hunger. The tension in the room very visible but that just made it way better. I moaned into her mouth as she grabbed my ass and lifted me up, I immediately reacting but rapping my legs around her waist. As she walked to the bed she slid her tongue across my lips demanding entry, which I granted moaning as her tongue and mine battled for dormancy.

She threw me on the makeshift bed still kissing me while slowly sliding her hand down my pants and brushing her hand over my center teasing it.

She now on top of me grabbed my boob squeezing it then sliding her hand under my top to get a better feel and grip of it. Lexa was always a boob girl. Fuck I missed her.

"I missed you Clarke" she whispered as she nibbled my ear then went down to my neck where she for sure left a mark.

"Fuck" still full clothes I hated the pase of this I wanted to speed it up, I wanted Lexa inside me..now I missed those long beautiful fingers that knew exactly where to go to make me cum I tugged on her shirt and she got off me removing her shirt while she did that I did the same.

She then connected our lips again and I took this as and opportunity to change our postions flipping Lexa on the bed so I am now straddling her.

She uncliped my bra and took one nipple in her mouth drawing circles with her tounge and her other hand traveled down in my pants this time rubbing circles around my clit.

"Fuck... Lexa"Lexa switching breasts to treat each fairly while griping the other in her hand and massaging it and playing with the now hard nipple.

She flipped me again and she was now on top of me. Next to go was my pants and underwear.

Lexa connecting our lips again my breath get hasty.

She slowly started kissing down my chin and moving lower and lower. I gripped lexa's head and moved her down to where I needed her most. Her tounge making circles around my clit. "Ummm... Lexa"

Lexa's hand griping my tights while she slowly separated my legs so she could get a better angle. She came up again and put her lips to mine letting me get a slight tasty of myself on her tounge. We only separating for air.

She slid on finger in slow curling it while her thumb created circles around my clit.

"M...mor...more" I said between moans. The moans came naturally and I could stop them from coming and taking over my body.

The next thing I knew and felt was Lexa slipping another finger in. I arched my back with my head tilting back. Fuck. I could even think straight. How did we get to this point how did we end up here with her inside me not that I was complaining about it or anything.

She looked up and locked our lips together again slowly adding a third finger in. "Fuck I am...ummm....gonna"

Lexa removed her fingers and we down and slid her tounge across my center before slowly slipping her tounge in. Fuck.

She looked back into eyes and slipped all three fingers in and increase the pase she was going before and went faster and faster. I can't wait anymore I couldn't hold it I had to.

"Lexa" I moaned out loud.

"Come for me"she connected out lips while I road my orgasm out.

*FUCK*

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And I...so that happened.😳😳😳

Did lexa and Clarke really just fuck? Maybe👍Is this my first time writing smut? Maybe🤔. Will I be writing another smut scene? Definitely.😜

Btw if you skipped the smut scene don't worry you missed out on nothing just lexa going down on Clarke but that is about it. 😏

I think this would of been a nice title and I could get this out of my head while I wrote this 'Rip ᕦ☠️ᕤ that pussy yeahᕦ😉ᕤ

Anygays😊

Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment  unless you have something negative to say tho your consrictive criticism is appreciated 😊