Death is not the end

26.We headed home

Smut warning when you see the sign skip till the :::::: and you can continue. I also didn't proof read it so sorry in advance
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Clarkes POV

Lexa fell right back asleep after waking, and my mother persuaded me that it was simply because she was sleepy, so I left and went to eat something as she had instructed.

My brain hadn't thought about anything for the past hour and I fear that I am taking this too hard. I mean I should be this is Lexa we talking about, the love of my life, the person I never want to leave the side of course I am taking this seriously.

After we found her and Bellamy I swear when I saw Bellamy carrying Lexa and her body lifeless my whole world came crashing down. I lost her once and even then I was by her side I can't lose her again and that is by her dying in Bellamy's arms.

3rd person POV

Clarke had barely gotten any sleep and the only time she had was laying next to Lexa but even then she only slept for 2 hours or less. Abby had told Clarke that Lexa would soon wake and that she should calm down but Clarke couldn't, she couldn't stop thinking of the brunette and what had happened. Out of everything she was glad that they had not killed the brunette but mainly hurt her.

This whole experience was both stressful and tiring for the blonde she had not even noticed that Octavia and the rest excluding Raven, Jorden and her mom were put in crypto sleep.

Raven and Jorden had managed to train the grounders that choose to stay in time and Abby had instructed that if Lexa had not woken in 24 hours they would just put her in crypto sleep like that.

Clarke sat on Lexa's bed sketching the brunette, so focused on what she was doing and correcting her mistakes that she had not noticed that the brunette had woken. Lexa just lay looking at the blonde in her element.

Lexa had known Clarke loved drawing and that she was an amazing artist but to think about it she couldn't remember the last time she had seen the blonde draw anything.

"You look beautiful," Lexa said giving Clarke a fright.

"Lex" it took only a second for Clarke to realize what was happening and she embraced the brunette in a big hug. "I t-thought I lost you" tears started leaving the blonde girl's eyes and Lexa could feel the side of her neck where the blonde had placed her face start to dampen.

"ai laik nou leaving yu hodnes" Lexa said while racking her hand through Clarke's hair in hopes of comforting her.

"Never do that again" Clarke slapped the shoulder of the brunette. Lexa had just nodded her head and opened her arms so the sad girl could lie down in them. Once, Clarke, did she wrapped her arms around her and the two just laid there in each other's arms hoping to never let go.

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SMUT warning ⚠🚩

Clarke had started kissing Lexa's neck slowly sucking on it which would later definitely leave a mark. While placing a slow soft kiss in her next Lexa tilted her head back to make more room for the blonde. She slowly moved down past her collar bone placing kisses while tugging a little on the skin here and there and went to the brunette's breasts, lifting the small top the brunette had on over her head, sucking on one of the brunette's nipples while playing with other.

The other unoccupied hand moved slowly past her stomach and under her underwear to her slit, slowly sliding her finger up and down while soft sweet moans came out of the brunette. Clarke moved their thumb to rub circles on Lexa's clit making her buckle her hips forward in need of more friction.

Clarke removed her hand and slowly started kissing down the blonde stomach to her waistline then looked up at the brunette "why did you stop" asked a very aroused Lexa. "No reason just making sure you're up for it" Lexa griped Clarke's hair moving her head down.

Clarke had removed Lexa's underwear and pants so the brunette was semi-naked in front of her "god you are so beautiful" Clarke said not even giving Lexa time to process before she slid her tongue across her opening. "You always so wet for me baby," Clarke said using her tongue to draw circles on the brunette's clit.

"Fu-ck C-Clarke" Lexa's one hand griped the blonde's hair while the other the hospital beds sheets as Clarke inserted her tongue in her without warning.
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Lexa and Clarke went on for an hour that felt like an eternity, each rotating after the other finished.

Everyone was almost down and Clarke could but only assume her mom was already. Lexa and Clarke got dressed and headed to the pod room where they would be put to sleep for a nother whole 304 years.

Clarke had put Raven, Jorden in already and was about to put Lexa in. "Just think of it as a long sleep," Clarke said puting a strand of hair behind lexa's ear as she looked down into the pod at the brunette

"Clarke"Lexa said in a warning tone

"I know. Until we meet a again"the blonde moved down and gave Lexa a peck on the lips.

"Your gonplei ste nou odon" was the last words Lexa had said before the pod closed and she drifted off to sleep.

Clarke claimed in her pod and it immediately closed, before she completely drifted her thoughts were at ease.

At first, all of this seemed to be a great idea a new world a new start but yet here we find ourselves running back to the same one that is fucked up. The one that, at the end of the day, we left twice because it was blowing up in flames. That's the lovely thing about it: while the new friend or restaurant may appear to be superior, it will always be compared to the old since the old created an impression that only the old can erase.

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Well here we are at the end of an amazing book 📕(well I think so)

Just a ps the last italics were Clarke's thoughts.

For those that did read yes I know not the best smut but I mean I guess it is what it is.

How did you guys like the return of Anya? And do you guys want it Anya +Raven or Raven + Octavia? #book2ideas

Anygay 😏

Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment unless you have something negative to say tho your constructive criticism is appreciated 😊