Death is not the end

16. Love and fate

Clarke's POV

It's been a week and Raven should be back with the ship today. I haven't heard from Lexa either and I am starting to get worried. We sent out a team to get Raven and hopefully Emori decided to come with. We need Raven on the ground and Emori to fly the ship with the passengers on it.

"Clarke" Madi came running in. What was she doing here, she was supposed to stay up on the ship.

"Ray I told you..."

"Clarke chill there is place for her to get back with us and plus she won't stay she is as stubborn as you. So about the pods" Lexa needs Ravens help to open the pods and get her people out.

"Yes Lexa said there are 10 of her people which 6 are nightbloods and 2 that will follow so it won't affect the evacuation. I sent O and bell to check on the pods and identify which need to be awoken" I also need Octavia to speak to her brother and talk some sense into him.  Bellamy has been avoiding me at all costs but that is not what is bothering me the fact that he doesn't listen or want to help us which is not like Bellamy and he stared causing trouble for no reason I have had to save his ass of many times not to mention the drinking.

"Awesome so I'll need to see the pods before I can officially get working on getting them out" we stood by the table going over it and over the plans. I stoped listening to Raven and her rambling...I couldn't get Lexa off my mind was she okay, what did the others say, will they evacuate too and...

"Clarke" Raven shouted to get my attention. "Are you okay"

"Yeah ray I am just..." should I tell Raven. Right now my friends where the only ones I could trust well that is only Raven but Raven is more of a sister than a friend to me. Octavia is trying but still on my watch out for list and Bellamy well Bellamy is being a total dick.

"Worried about Lexa. I get it" she pulled me in for a side hug. "Lexa's badass don't be worried about her" I gave Raven a small but settle smile. She was and is always there for me and I love her for it I could never stay mad at her " and plus" she pushed me slightly "she lost you once...don't think she is going to again"

Raven was right as always shhh don't tell her I said so Lexa can take care of herself. She is badass. And I just remember she is supposed to be back today. "What has got our princesses smiling like that or dare I say who" I turn my to side only now noticing Octavia.

"She could either be thinking of me and how I am always right and awesome or she could be thinking of Lexa" Raven said earning a little giggle from us "I like to think it is the first one tho" I missed having my friends around and there joking personalities.

"Anyway O what did you find." The smile quickly faded from Octavia's face. This is going to be a long ride.

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Octavia took us to where the pods where and we followed "So I just thought we would be waking up like 7 or 8 of Lexa's people but turns out Titus also decided that it be necessary to put some of our people in the pods"

I stoped in my tracks. He did what now. "Like who O"

"I don't know we saw a soldier I have seen before at camp and then we left and I came to look for you but hey...maybe Lexa can tell us" I followed Octavia's view and I saw her. She was talking to one of the guards. God did she look beautiful. I knew I had to wait for her to come to us or for her to indicate us to come to her but I can't...I didn't want to.

I walked slowly letting my feet take me when someone grabbed my arm and pulled me aside "Bellamy what the fuck"I said a little too loud earning stares from Lexa and the guards by her.

"You have to see this" Bellamy said dragging me past Lexa. He look determined, focused and serious whatever it was he needed me to see it and he needed me to see it now. As we passed or wanted to pass Lexa one of her guards stoped us. 

"Get out of the way" Bellamy let go of my hand and pushed the guy side. Ah shit. He was going to cause trouble but I couldn't help but think of what has gotten him so serious. 

"Bell stop" by now O and Raven has joined us. Lexa was there too.

"Do we have a problem here" shit I missed that voice of hers and those lips, those soft gentle, full, amazing lips. Stop. Focus Clarke.

Facing Lexa and when blue met green all the words drifted away, I forgot everything and everyone around me only focusing on her and her beautiful beautiful green forest like eyes. I was left speechless. Fuck this girl has me whipped.

"No" Raven answered "we where just about to go check on the pods. That's it. Right Bellamy" Raven said grinning the last part through her teeth.

Lexa then indicated with her hand for us to pass and so we did. When we got there Bellamy walked up to a pod and looked a bit too spiteful. I know I told Bellamy and Octavia to visit the pods and check but he seemed to memorize this pod in particular.

"Raven while you open these pods me O and Lexa will look around the rest." As I was about to go Bellamy pulled my arm and held me back. "Bell come on"

"You have to wait here" with that Octavia and Lexa's two guards went to check the other pods and it was just me, Lexa, Bellamy and Raven.

Something felt off, my gut was telling me that this was only going to cause trouble and my gut was always right. All of a sudden my heart started racing and i had butterflies in my belly. As the pod opened a tall boy with crazy hair got up and he looked all too familiar, he was someone I had never expected to see again, someone I thought was dead.

Just as I stared focusing and my brain finally processed what had happened I felt a pare of lips against mine but they were not the lips I wanted there.

And they belonged to the one and only...

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So funny 🤣thing my mom always told me that the person you should fall for is not the person that gives you butterflies🦋 because the butterflies in your stomach is a warning 🚩‼️from your body to your subconscious🧠😯 that this person is not the one for you and the one that makes you fell safe 👌is the one for you🤔so....

Anygays😊

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