Death is not the end

11. Out

Ravens POV

We were still in the dark place Madi had fallen asleep on my shoulder. She tried to stay awake but I could see her eyes drop and I told her it was okay.

We have been here about a day and we have been fed and been taken care of. They brought us furs and gave us a decent meal, we'll at least survive on what they fed us.

I worried for Clarke and Octavia more than anything, Bellamy and the rest are strong and can take care of themselves not that Clarke or Octavia can't it's just...Octavia just came out of a horrible place and Clarke, she is grieving Lexa more these past few days. She tried to hide it but I noticed everytime someone mentioned her or said something that reminds us of her the blonde couldn't hold her tears back and walks away to put herself together again to appear strong. She also started crying in her sleep and called out for Lexa. I can't imagine how she must feel but I do know that she is still hurt and doesn't want to talk about it.

I don't know what I would tell Madi if anything happened to Clarke. Speaking of Madi she still hasn't seen any of the commanders and is trying so hard to get into contact with them but can't. I fear she might do something stupid to get them back.

I have been going over the stitstics in my head of how Monty got us here in a whole other galaxy and pray that Jorden I thinking the same thing an that is how to get us back home. Monty also stated in his video that he put on the suit and sprayed his alge all over the planet which took close to a year and he doesn't know if it had worked.

There was a rustling with the gate and it brought me out of my thoughts. Three guards entered the room and came walking towards us. Madi now fully awake and leaning against me while we stand and stare at them.

"Heda said to release you and escort you to Octavia kom skykru" a brown headed women said before she glanced at us and the guards took us.

Octavia is alive and safe. I hope.

We walk a while and are placed in a tent where we see Octavia standing over a table Bellamy, Indra, Echo and Rider standing. Bellamy turned around and spotted us and run up to us.

"Raven"he gave a confused glance and saw Madi "Clarke is going to kill you"

I look around and don't see the blonde anywhere " Where is Clarke" Madi came up next to me taking the words right out of my mouth.

"It's a long story but don't worried she is safe" Octavia took Madi to get her cleaned up i had almost forgotten that Madi got hurt and was bleeding so Octavia took her to wash off the now dried blood while I stayed because Bellamy needed to speak with me.

"What's wrong bell, Echo not giving you enough attention or wait let me guess you finally see that you like Clarke and told her and she ran away" I loved to tease Bellamy especially since I know he loves Echo and he just likes Clarke as a friend or so he says.

"Lexa is alive" I look at Bellamy confuse. That wiped the smile right off my face. How the fuck could she be alive didn't she die years ago. If this was Bellamy playing a trick on me I saw to God I will float him.

"Haha very funny bell I am not stupid" Bellamy had a serious face on and his eyes held a feeling I haven't seen in a while. It was fear.

"And Clarke". It was obvious that Bellamy fear was for Clarke but why. If it really is Lexa she would never hurt Clarke well only if it didn't in title her to choose between Clarke and her people but even then she would find a way to choose Clarke and her people.

"I fear Lexa has changed and Clarke is going to get hurt Raven. She has been grieving Lexa more this past few days and it will brake her if Lexa doesn't feel the same anymore. Nun the less what if Lexa moved on and is married and has kids or something." Bellamy was right kinda. Clarke has been thinking about lexa's death more lately well is it her death since she didn't actually die and I don't know how she would take it if Lexa didn't feel the same anymore.

What I do know is that that is a different kind of pain, loving someone and seeing them loving someone else not showing the slightest interest in you or the fact that you know that they lost the love they had for you maybe your love wasn't enough for them to stay.

It made me think of when Finn and Clarke we a couple. Yes Clarke didn't know Finn had a girlfriend but it still hurt at that time. The pain I get was horrible and I would never want anyone to feel that.

"When is Clarke getting back" Madi came in and scanned the surrounding area looking for Clarke. I totally forgot she hasn't even seen Clarke since she woke up and I felt sorry for her. Clarke is basically Madi's mother and Madi missed her.

"How about this we ask the guard at the front if we can go to Clarke and if not can she come to us" Madi's frown turned upside a little we went and asked the guard. Of course he said we can't go to her but he'll ask her to come to us and off he went.

I told Madi to get some rest on the makeshift bed in the tent while we wait on Clarke to come it could take a while. We also didn't include names since Clarke doesn't know that I woke her. Which thinking back now was a bad idea because surprised furious Clarke is worse than prepared fumagating Clarke.

Bellamy and Octavia where standing in one corner while Indra and Echo went back to there original tents and Rider stood guard over Madi. She still had the flame in her and was indeed still the Heda of the 12 sleeping clans.

I on the other hand was trying to figure out how Monty got us into a whole other galaxy and how the fuck did Lexa survive and then be in the same galaxy and planet as us. Something didn't make sense and this puzzle was a mess.

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Okay I know I said I was gonna make this in either Clarke 👩🏼or Madi 👧🏻POV but listen it sounds way better coming from Raven.

And plus who doesn't like Raven.😉😌

I am also struggling to write in Madi's POV. I just don't know how to put some of the thing. So I might write in her POV and then in Clarke's or it would shift to 3rd person.

Anygays 😊

Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment unless you have something negative to say tho your consrictive criticism is appreciated 😊