Lexa's POV
Funny thing about life you never know when or where it's going to lead you. I can't tell Clarke what we are up to and god I wish I could but it will complicate the whole plan.
I have never done anything like this. I put Clarke before my people and made her a priority. I love Clarke and want the best for her, with or without me in her life I need her to know that I care and most importantly that the world can be about more than just surviving.
We have spent so much time arguing or worrying about our people that we never put us first. We owe nothing more to them. Years I've given my life and devoted myself for my people and put them above everything, I will always be devoted to them but this time I have someone that means everything to me that will come above them. I can't lose her again I wouldn't be able to handle the pain.
Love is weakness because it makes you see a side of yourself that will kill for another person, it forces you to do everything in your power to ensure that the other person is loved and cared for and lastly it makes you forget about your own needs and think about them and there needs and wants.
If time on this earth made me realize anything it is that I don't want to live without Clarke. The pain of thinking I lost her was a different type of pain that no sword nor dagger could inflect, I would be able to handle a sword or dagger but losing the blonde that would hit a whole other spot.
I am afraid my heart wouldn't be able to take it, seeing her get hurt, her dying I would loose myself and the pain would eventually kill me. That's the thing about love it makes you do crazy things and it makes you put your heart before your head which is why commanders were taught to believe that love is weakness.
I entered the tent again and just the sight of that boy made my insides burn with rage but he wasn't important now Clarke was and keeping her and Madi safe.
I went over to the table with the maps on it, if it was Becca she would want to know what the delay was with the routing ground maps. Becca was told Clarke and her crew left so if it was her they cannot be seen she would have my head and theirs if they were.
"Lexa" Clarke came over to me and I looked up from the map in front of me "where are Raven and Bellamy"I had almost forgot that they took part in the plan.
"They are okay you don't have to worry about them just make sure your safe" and with that I took the maps and went for the exit when a hand grabbed my wrist and pulled me out the back way. I knew who the hand belonged to and just the touch of her hand, when our skins touched I had remembered what we were busy with before all of this had happened. Life has a funny way of fucking up your plans.
She dragged me outside but at the back so no one would see us.
I stared at the blonde in front of me waiting on her to say something but she said nothing, something in her eyes were different, it was a new yet old look. Unexpectedly she leaned in and we shared a passionate kiss that lasted until we both had to pull away for air.
"Whatever you are up to please be safe if not for yourself then for me" with that she walked back into the tent and I went to go greet our uninvited guests.
What Clarke hadn't known was Raven and Bellamy had started putting plan B in motion. When Clarke and I were having our argument and I asked Raven to sit in instead of Clarke it was to discuss the plan B. Even if Clarke said she did not care for me anymore I would never exclude her without any purpose.
Plan B was incase anything like this had happened and we needed to get Clarke and the rest out faster. Octavia was with Clarke and the rest but if push were to come to shove I hope they are ready for this plan to set. Raven is working on the ship and getting it ready for transportation with Rider. Bellamy does not trust me and decided to wait with Raven but he is not filled in on the plan.
As I arrived to our guests a surprise awaited me. It was not Becca but Queen Nia.
"Nia to what did I owe the pleasure"
"Uh Lexa the pleasure is all mine." if I didn't know better the look on Queen Nia's face seemed as though she was up to...they know.
"Gustus escort Queen Nia and her guards to the tent I will meet with you shortly" and with that I left.
My heart racing and my feet couldn't get me to Clarke fast enough. I don't think Nia knows that I know but what else did she expect. God I am so stupid to think Becca would come herself.
I first made a stop at Ravens tent and picked up the funny device she taught me how to use "Raven set the plan in motion Becca knows Clarke and the rest are on there way" I spoke in the small box
"Okay got it" Nia had guards in the trees and maybe more in the woods. I noticed the one that nearly fell out of the tree, probably a newbie.
Rushing into the tent I immediately search for Clarke. "Lexa what's wrong" I pull Clarke aside.
"You and your people plus the reminding of my people are going to follow Octavia out and I will meet with you shortly."
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Plan B huh!
We need more death Daisy! Fine we will kill off Lexa.
Lexa dies💀by Queen👑 Nia
I am just playing I would never kill 🔪 off Lexa, I love ❤ her to much and plus I would be balling my eyes out writing that so nope 👎🙅 not happing however their might be a death ⚰ not Lexa though.
But don't ⛔take my word for it.
Hope you liked this chapter I wanted to lengthen it because I wanted more to happen but we can also add another chapter...so...yeah 😄
Good news (I think 🤔)
So I think I am going to start on book 2 and only post it when I have all the chapters but in the mean time I will be publishing a new book(also a Clexa fanfic)
The new clexa fanfic will be about Clarke and Lexa in high school (cleche I know 😉✨✨) and they find a way to each other.
Or
Lexa is a detective 🕵 hunting down ET (Eliza Taylor) also known as Clarke but she doesn't know that. What will happen when Lexa falls in love with Clarke. (Btw Clarke is a...well you gonna have to wait to find out what she is)
Anygay 😏
Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment unless you have something negative to say tho your consrictive criticism is appreciated 😊
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