A/N there is smut in this chapter (just a bit) but there will be a warning before, for those who do not wish to read that start reading agin when you see the stares (****)
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Clarke's POV
I don't remember when but I driffed off to sleep. I felt the bed move and there was a slight breeze and I didn't feel the brunette on my chest anymore.
I slowly open my eyes and look around the room and to my surprise there she stood, right in front of me facing the desk with her back towards me, the view from the back was so beautiful I loved the way her brown hair laid falling down her back in its natural waves, her perfect yet somewhat not posture, I loved how she stood with her hands behind her back then rest them on the table when think over something slightly bending over but most importantly I loved her. I loved the brunette so much more than she could ever know.
"Morning commander" I said and she got a small fright. Lexa is great at paying attention to her surroundings yet I am able to sneak up on her.
"Clarke you scared me" I slowly moved out of bed and went over to her and wrapped my hands around her waist.
"I am sorry" slowly she turned in my arms and I moved them rapping them around her neck. I leaned in having her meet me half way.
"Someone is in a good mood" she said braking away from me and turning back to what she busy with before.
"Aren't you" I know Lexa is probably stressing over the plans but right now I just want to enjoy waking up to her. It's been long since I've woken up with her or even slept next to her and I missed her so much.
"I mean yeah but..." she let out a huge sign "I am just worried that is it" she said not giving me the attention I was seeking. I know Lexa nothing is going to take her mind off of this well at least not this settle treatment.
I slowly move forward our lips nearly touching. Marking sure our lips don't connect which was hard having her so close to me yet so far and not to mention her breath on mine the closeness of her lips being only centimeters away from mine. God the things this women could do to me with just a look.
"Well can't that wait a bit I kinda need you"I said with in a seductive tone and she immediately closed the space between our lips placing a needy yet passionate kiss on my lips.
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SMUT warning ⚠🚩
Her hand slowly reaching up my back and then to my neck deepening the kiss. My tongue slipping across her bottom lip asking for entrance. She slowly pulled back dragging my bottom lip a little.
"Well then we have to be quick" she said as I giggled and then she pushed me on the bed removing her top in the process.
"And quiet" I said while doing the same, she started kissing down my jaw to in between my breasts.
"Be as loud as you want...I want everyone to know your mine...and only mine" she said between kisses while straddling me.
"Lexa" slowly she traveled down from my mouth to my ear and then down my tummy. "Lexa...my...p..." I said between moans. I don't know what it was about this brunette but the way she made me feel was...out of this world, she could get me in the mood with one look, she could make me weak without any penetration at all.
"In a rush now are we" I gave her a look that said 'don't fucking make me ask again' "oh that's gonna have consequences"
"Lexa" I said as she continued to kiss between my legs but everywhere I needed her. "Lexa please...I am begging you" I said biting my bottom lip.
"Oh Clarke no need to beg" with that she removed both my pants and my underwear, raping my legs around her neck while she placed soft kisses over my center then sliding her tongue over it.
"Fuck Lexa...urrr...if you don't I will" o said moving my hand down not being able to handle the frustration and teasing any longer. Just before my hand reach where I wanted it Lexa slipped her tongue in curling it. "Jok"
Lexa slowly pulled out her tongue only to replace it with her finger and she moved up connecting our lips having me taste myself.
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"Heda" we heard and Lexas head shot up as we heard the war horns and drums being played.
"Get dressed" Lexa quickly got off me and dressed herself.
I had never seen her so serious and focused around me in private, well except for the first time we met but even then this felt more aggressive.
"What's..."she cut me off and left the tent. Not even a few moments later she came back in.
"You dressed"
"Yes but Lex"she turned to leave again but I grabbed her arm "What is happening..." I waited a few seconds but she didn't answer "Lexa I am scared" with those word I could see the hurt in her eyes. What had the brunette so quiet, why did she not want to tell me anything.
"It's okay, your safe Madi and the rest of your people I am sending in now but nun of you are allowed to leave this tent if anyone leaves I can't help you" and with that she left. Just as she had stated before Madi and the rest joined me the tent.
"Clarke" Madi ran into my arms.
"Clarke" Finn came up to me just as Lexa had entered again, she gave me a look that I knew all to well was meant for Finn but I ignored it and focused on what she was doing.
It was weird, in fact this whole situation was weird, Raven and Bellamy were not here and why was Lexa so busy with maps she didn't need. What was she not tell me?
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NB! I have been considering the ending of this book or rather the chapter amount and have decided that it is best to keep this book going. I have the ending already typed out and ready only problem is getting all the events and things in the book to line up with the ending and that might take a bit more time and chapters.
Smut! Anyway I thought I will give you guys a bit of what I promised but not a full chapter.
Honestly I wrote the smut part a few days ago maybe a week but forgot about it and now can't remember what I wanted to happen from that point on but that kinda plays in my favor now we can get on track with the book and lead it to were it needs to end.
Book 2 is still happening just having a bit of trouble getting a name for it other than that it's going good.
Don't remember if I mentioned this earlier but book 1 (this one) is about the adventure and Clexa finding each other whereas book 2 is more about there relationship and how they grow from where they were.
Also didn't proof read this so yeah
Anygay 😏
Thanks for reading 📖 hope you enjoyed feel free to comment unless you have something negative to say tho your consrictive criticism is appreciated 😊
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