Kiss Me

Chapter 9

Diary entry 20, 2/28/15

         It has been 2 months. Aaron  and Mark still haven't  talked to me. I can't manage to even fake a laugh. Don't they see what they're doing to me? I am aching inside with guilt and loss. I don't know what I'm gonna do.

Seqouia

        Aaron is dating my friend, Anna, but while she is dating him, she flirts with Mark. Mark does nothing except flirt back, and Anna repeatedly hurts all of us, and we really want to just kick her out. So...today, we did that.

        I walked into the school and my glasses immediately fogged up from the sudden rush of warmth. I take off my glasses and use my shirt to clean my glasses off while heading to my locker. But as i pass Aaron's  locker, he looks at me and we stare into eachother's eyes for a second, then he turns away. I saw something in his eyes. It was...longing, and concern, almost...protectiveness. why would he feel that way? He hates me. I thought quizzically.

       I finally arrived at my locker, and almost a second later, anna showed up, pleading and telling me that she's sorry, and that she's gonna stop. "Anna, Stop. I have, we have, given you too many chances. We're  done. Im sorry." I got my stuff and walked away. I then heard a "Hey" behind me. The voice sounded... familliar. I turned around and saw Aaron . He was following me. He then took my arm and pulled me into a supply closet. "Aaron? What are you doing? Better yet, why are you even talking to me?" I asked. "Listen. Im sorry. For everything. I was an asshole for not talking to you for a while." Aaron said."More like 2 months!" i said while trying not to touch or make eye contact with him. "Look at me." Aaron demanded in a soft voice.

     I looked at him. And i saw so much sorrow and love in his eyes that i had to look away. "I love you, and i never should have done that. I'm so sorry. I'm never going to forgive myself for making you suffer for something that wasn't a big deal. I didn't know why i acted like that untill...untill i thought that i loved Anna. But i didn't. And i tried again with Michelle, but i was only trying to find a girl to replace you. I loved you so much,  that i didn't want to admit it to myself." I felt hot tears coming down my cheeks. "I love you Seqouia, and i know that now." I looked at him, and he gently brushed away my tears. I was lost in his chocolate brown eyes once again.

        "I love you too" i said. Then, he kissed me. I forgot about everything and only focused on him. I loved him. And i never wanted to let him go.