always been mine - emily prentiss x reader

*chapter sixty // shower with me

when i was in sixth grade i memorized the gettysburg address backwards bc i love rote memorization and now so many years later the kid who sat next to me in sixth grade directed study told our US history teacher and i had to do it for the class 💀 gatekeep gaslight girlboss ig

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She'd met with her lawyer one day the following week, and while the content of the meeting was promising, the act of dealing with it was draining for her. JJ had been sleeping in the guest bedroom most nights and keeping her belongings in there, but she knew you and Emily would welcome her in your bed just about any night. Days when there were issues brought up by her situation, or when she especially missed Henry, were followed by nights spent curled up between you and Emily.

The shower was running when you got up. The clock read 3:37. JJ was fast asleep — thank god, she really needed it after the week she'd had — and Emily was gone. You knocked lightly on the bathroom door, and Emily cracked it open.

"Hey, baby, did I wake you up getting out of bed? I'm sorry,"

"No, no, you're fine. Are you alright, angel?" She opened the door all the way and let you into the bathroom. "What's up, love?" Emily pulled you against her and hugged you as tight as she could, flush against her naked body. "Hey, Emily, what's wrong, angel?"

"I love you so much, darling, you're the love of my life..."

"I love you too, angel, but what..." You pulled slightly away so you could look at her. "What's going on with you, baby?"

Emily looked at you and bit her lip before she asked, "Shower with me?"

You and Emily took turns washing one another, feeling each other's bodies slow, warm from the hot water. "God, baby, you feel so good," Emily moaned into your ear. She kissed your temple and put one arm around you, her other hand holding your breast.

"I love you, Emily." Her lips locked with yours.

"Don't wake up JJ, alright, my love?" You nodded as your wife kissed your wet neck under the hot shower. The water dripped down your bodies as her fingers explored you. "Can I?"

"Yeah," you breathed, nodding hard, and Emily's fingers entered you. She held you against the wall of the shower and bent down. Her tongue met your clit and she hummed quiet little moans. Her lips locked around you.

Emily kept her fingers pumping in and out until she felt you get tighter. "Em..." you sighed. You had been suppressing your moans, the sound would reverberate and just be louder to wake up JJ or even Spencer or Maia. "Em, can I cum, please?"

"Mm, yeah, cum for me, Y/N."

Your hand flew to your mouth to quiet yourself, letting your orgasm run through you while Emily continued to please you. You sighed and let the tension out of your body, your hand previously at your mouth now stroking Emily's head.

She held your hips to keep you up and help herself up as well. One hand went to her chin, wiping your juices off of her mouth. A smile spread across her before she went in to kiss you. "You're my love, hm? I love you so much, Y/N. You're my most wonderful, perfect girl,"

"I love you, Ems. Kiss me again." Emily smiled and the world stopped so she could kiss you. "You know how to make me so happy. You make me laugh when I wanna cry. You let me cry when I need to, you hold me so good. Marriage is work but you make it so easy. I can't ever make you feel this good but I can sure try, angel. I love you, my sweet, strong, smart, beautiful wife."

Emily hugged you and kissed your head. "Love..."

You continued to wash up, and you asked her, "What were you doing up so early? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, darling girl. Just worried about JJ,"

"Yeah. Kind of figured that's what it was, love. Hey, kiss me?" She smiled and gave you a peck. "I love you,"

"I love you, Y/N." Emily's smile made you want her arms wrapped around you, taking away any hurt or stress or fear. "How are you doing?"

"Good," you sighed. "I mean, y'know. I feel really bad for her. I just want to help her, you know?"

"I do, baby. Don't stress yourself out, though. You're being a really good friend to her. Don't overwork yourself, my love." She kissed your cheek from behind you and held you against her, clasping her hands in front of your belly. "How are you handling things with JJ? You holding up alright?" You nodded.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm okay." 

When you got out of the shower, Emily realized she'd brought fresh clothes into the bathroom and you hadn't, since she'd just pulled you in there with her. "Wait a second, love, I'll be back." She dipped out and grabbed underwear, shorts, a light t-shirt, and her sweatshirt. You smiled and kissed her before putting on your clothes. "You wanna go back to bed, baby?"

"I probably won't sleep, but yeah." She put her hand on your shoulder, stroking it with her thumb. 

"We can make coffee and sit on the couch." You made a slight pouty face, which made your wife smile. "What, love?"

"Will you cuddle with me?" She laughed and kissed your forehead. 

"Anytime, baby."

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Her arms were a warm, safe place. Nothing could hurt you when you were in her arms. She noticed that you were a little quieter than usual. "Everything good, love?"

"Mhm." You nodded and leaned into her chest. 

"What's wrong?"

"My head,"

"You want some Advil?"

"I'm fine,"

"Okay, baby. Just lay here. Let me hold you, sweet girl,"

"I love you, Emmy,"

"I love you, too. You wanna sleep?"

"No, just sit here,"

"Okay," she chuckled. "I love you. I'm always right here, my darling."

Your stress headache didn't let you sleep, so Emily gave you little head kisses and let her fingers run over you to comfort you. Every minute or so, she'd whisper sweet things into your ears and kiss you again. She did everything perfectly, knowing how to make you comfortable even when your head was killing you.